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Friday, December 31, 2004 hahahah! I'm so happy... yesterday, i spent some time with him alone... without christine... be it just sitting, watvhing MTV< watvhing him play games or he watching me pplay games... its so comfortable... I really love his company..today, boss treat me and Azheshi kang and mr. fand to drinks... this new korean alcohol la,.... so nice... then i went to azheshi tian for supper... who knows, run into azheshi kang!!!Hee~ so we had drinks la... then he paid... azheshi tian and azheshi kang all vety nice to me... all pamper me like a little gal la... so sweet... hee! coz they both noe abt il-yun..., haizzzzz.... Although they may not understand... And that Idiot Azheshi Kang CARRIED ME!!! so ridiculous!!! lolzzz... I think he is really drunk... hee~ ^^ .jpg) Azheshi Kang N me! He's drunk! 
but i'm a little tipsy now... tomolo still muz wotk.. so i'm gonna slp... I miss him... I hope he rea;;y understands... He talked abt going Aus... maybe Sydney or Melborne... So not Perth?! Not to find me> I dunno... Tomolo or when i free, i will post pic of me with azheshi kang tonite....
Lost.IN.Translation. Tuesday, December 28, 2004 *Phew*~ just finished re-booting the stupid com... hazz.. so many things to reinstall now... I hate computers... haiz... well.... so at least now the printer is workin...SO i took the whole morning off for a ood cause... i settled my queries on changing my uni course, i successfully re-boot and install my computer components (great acheivements for a com Idiot!) and now, I'm late for work at hereen!! Argh~ Coz it was raining so heavily plus all the reistallation took such a long time!! haiz... so screwed!! Sianzz... tomolo still muz go work... Oh, No offence... but i realy hate CHINA GIRLS!! did i mention that before? Hmmm... Well... feeling i get not enough of him everyday.. Miss xiao lao ban! Lost.IN.Translation. Sunday, December 26, 2004 Christmas is gone in a flash!!! Soon it'd be a new yr... Then, it'd be me blogging in Australia!! My goodness!! I'm so scared!! haizz... feeling so moody! haiz...Was quite happy yesterday coz tracy and alice came down to our workplace to look for me N ching!!!! So happy sia!! so long nv see them le!! then we shop shop awhile during my short break... haizz... so tired le... but so long nv see them so i am willing to sacrifice my beauty rest time... hee~  Me N da jie da! Tracy lor! ^^
 Me N Alice
 Me,Alice,Tracy!
 Four best khakis at work! ^^
then start work le... not much ppl... so quite bored... then at 8pm, this gp of men came in... hee... to my surprise, i know 2 of them!! they work in Lunchbox opp my xiao lao ban's restaurant... I think they are called Andrew and Joshua... I think the way they talk is so gentle and sweet... I like the way Andrew talks... Hee~ I think they're gay though... Yupz... then tracy and alice came to eat!! and left me some food! Ohoho... then we went out after work to ktv... And met up wif Sam! Like semi reunion!!!!!!  Reunion @ KBox
So HAppy!! my happiest Christmas!! Haizz... And all the sweet xmas greetings from ppl i very long nv contact or least expect.. like Daniel, TCS, Zaf, and Dino... so nice! ^^ ya la... then we got chased out at 2am.. with no where to go and nothing to do, we went home la...  I Love tis!
today tracy and alice returning to malaysia... I miss them so much!! and will still miss them! haizzz... dunno when will see them again! so we took lots of pics!! hee~ so today woke up at 2pm.. then prepare some stuff and aunty came to my house to look at my laptop... got lokts of prob sia... rush down to funan... but cannot save it... so later gonna backup all my files then reformatt ,y computer... then reload!! I HATE COMPUTERS!!!!!!!!! Hmph! *_* then my tooTZ fren... go australia find her dear nv even call or msg as she promised!! Hmph!! So mei liang xin... zhong se qin you! Dun fren u le.... ya... so i'm gonna have an early night... wake up early and play squash then go to work... since i din get to swim today.. i'm gonna play longer... Lost.IN.Translation. Saturday, December 25, 2004  Merry christmas!!!!!
Merry CHristmas!!!!!!!^^ hee~ just came back home... from orchard... super jammed sia... and was attacked by strangers with snow spray in their hands! so absurd! Lolz... but was fun... except for few pervertic ppl and indians that keep bumping into my boobs or spray stuff right into my face!! *Bleh* *_*  ATTACK!!!!!!!!!!!!
yah... but was really fun la... loads of shuffling, shoving and spraying... hahah... then went home by cab le... so tired... spray until my hand pain...  mantha being attacked by me!!! Lolz~ ^^
 ~Aliances in war!!~ Me and mantha after the spraying war!
Today i gave prezzie to my baka and my collegues... christine not happy tat baka got so many things... haizz... but he seem paiseh oso lei... I dunno how to escribe... so awkward... first time got this feeling... is it coz he likes me lesser??? Argh... kena influenced by jo...!! cannot!!! dun think of such stupid things... i'll take things as it comes la... haizz... so tired... going to slp... Nitez... dreams come true... hopefully... *.* Lost.IN.Translation. Thursday, December 23, 2004 I'm quite happy today!! Firstly, coz i met up with Shuling!! wow~ its been so long since i met her... yet we always can pick up from where we left off...We went shop shop, then went for dinner @ Sakae... then talk lots of crap... hee~ she is the crap Queen!! Lolz^^ then we went walk walk again and i bought my baka a Levi's belt... hee~ $39.90... think i'm so broke le!!!! then we went to starbucks to chit-chat... wah, she so poor thing, got this kind of guy in her school sia... ya... but we had lots of fun and took pictures!! And i learnt so much on computing and NUS system... so interesting... hope murdoch is better... hee~ then she left arnd 9.55pm..  Shuling N me
After which, I went to Hereen to look for ching ching to walk to bus stop together... hee~ Talked abit of nonsense too...Bus came then i left le... This morning ah, hee~^^ I brought in shuling's prezzie then baka said:'told u dun need to buy present for me already!" what nonsense la he! so cute... then after work, he went thru some documents and i help him to look coz he want to throw away some stuff but not sure if its important anot... then when i was doining my stuff, i heard a stifled snigger... and to my horror, he was looking at the photocopied hideous I/C picture of mine!!!!!!! Lolz~! told him to throw away but he just kept it la! Idiot! yah la... so help him until he started crapping and eating snacks and stuffing my mouth with them too... hee~ When i ask him wat he want for Xmas, He stuff the snack in my mouth and said:"that's ur present ah! Merry Xmas!" Lolz~ that baka!!! i din even finish my sentence lorz! Then i was off to IDP to look at the subjects and course structures... coz i wanna change my major... I'm doing a double in Biological Sc and Biotech... but i wanna change the biotech to biomed la... but when i look at the components, i also dun understand... so i was thinking, if the structure is no good, then i will do a single major in Biological Sc then a minor in Japanese... Too bad they got no Korean... so can't learn... think i will make some korean frenz over there and learn... All for the sake of Kim Il-Yun la~! ^^ But i will do it willingly... ya... so now stress over the couse and christine la... dunno... take one step at a time... sound adivce from Shuling... haizz... tomolo my plans all like not confirm... sianzz... feel like countdown-ing... hope belle belle dun fly my aeroplane again... Lost.IN.Translation. Monday, December 20, 2004 Arghh!!!!!!!!! I'm so upset today! dunno wat's wrong with him!!!!!!! totally dun trust me! and we quarrelled infront of all those aunties... argh!! the last thing i want them to know!!! and it was not even my fault! i'm so pissed!! wat is his problem sia...then after work, he and christine had this heated conversation... wat is it supposed to mean?! i dunno if i'm too sensitive or wat... but i'm sure its abt me... it so emotionally tiring! i think i could die on that very spot!!! then, ran into shihui... haiz... she asked me wat happened... and i burst out crying... tears that i have held back so long... then in the middle of the day drank 4 cans of Asahi beer! then went for dinner, drank sake again... i'm feeling terrible now... dun feel like going to work tomolo... but i can't be irresponsible.... i dunno why it like that... maybe also coz his name disappear from my msn list, which i suspect he deleted me so i was so troubled the whole morning plus his attitude to me. what is he trying to do??? those small little things he does to hurt me so... i'm really so tired... i dunno if i can carry on in this state till end of nxt month... sad to say, i really feel like quitting now... these little time i have with him... yet he don't appreciate me at all. its so hurtful. Lost.IN.Translation. Sunday, December 19, 2004
Lost.IN.Translation. Just woke up! hee~ coz i went swimming and lunch... then reach home arnd 2.30pm... so take a nap lorz... then mama just got home... and she got me a birthday prezzie!!!! A very nice Swarovski crystal butterfly necklace!! so pretty you know! hee... its a belated prezzie! ^^ yupz... belle N issac came to find me yesterday at my workplace at hereen! gave me a shock man! they are so LOVING! so happy for them!! next time i hope me N baka can be so xinfu and loving like them! really so sweet! hee~ can't wait to be their bridesmaid! hee~ belle promised that i can be hers as long as i don't get married first! hee!! ya.., issac is doing NS lor... he wannna sign on pilot! Wah~ so cool! hee... so belle nex time will be a rich tai tai! Oh, I really really dunno wat to get for my baka... so many options all cannot! i'm at my wit's end!! been thinking alot abt him... i really miss him... and i see him nearly everyday lorz!! wat's my problem!! i very scared there is another person... i dunno... but there's this little voice in my head that keeps bugging me and making me want to believe there is someone else.... argh!! I hate u voice!! get out of my head!!! I think i'm a possesive jealous freak!!! something which i nv tot i'm ever capable of becoming.... Arghh...! what's with me... haiz... aniwae, i'm leaving now... going to CP to develop some pics! Ciao~ Lost.IN.Translation. Saturday, December 18, 2004 Hee~^^ My belated birthday prezzie from him is a anklet from cupid jewel that has this heart thingie at the end... hee~! but he nv give to me personally... he ask christine to give me.... hmph~!but he tot i haven recieve so he said:"later, christine got something for u... remember to ask her for it." Lol~ so cute leh.... hee~! but i dunno why, i still feel so moody today... haiz... oh, today sam came to my restaurant to look for me... she waited so long for me sia... but later acc. her to makan and then talk talk then left le... din get to slp.. so was really tired... luckily today very busy so time flew very quickly.... *Phew* Went to ask boss abt sam coming back to work... boss say if she really want, just ask him... he will put her work next month.... Sam... heard that? u know wat to do le ah... oh, today indiana jones came... wanted to enter but his fren wanna eat thai... so i saw him at thai... he look okay... but baka so much better looking! hee~ ^^ today ching and ting is so full of shit lah... talk so much nonsense until i blur liaoz... but was quite a good day for me lah... wondering why i always nv see him online... maybe he purposely dun wan me to see him online... haiz... whatever... whole day tomolo... gonna sleep now... nitez! BTW, Happy birthday to HUIBIN and SHIRLEY NG!!!!!!!!!! ^^ all the best ah, my 5 days mei meis....*muakz* Lost.IN.Translation. Thursday, December 16, 2004 haizz... today went back to work... so nervous.. last nite can't sleep... although i miss him those days i took leave but i was peaceful... coz i dun have to worry abt how he feel... so last nite i was so worried that i will feel stress and unhappy again that i couldn't sleep... and thus, i woke up late this morning..was fifteen mins late lah... he was seating on the chair waiting for me... then he said,"wah, so clean ah!" coz i was wearing this white shirt lah... plus i had a new hairdo... hee~ i just went,Huh~ yupz yupz... then it seems that he was not in a pretty mood.... but he still managed to purposely bump into me like he usually does... I really think he miss me... even though he din say... its these vibes i guess... lolz~ but being refreshed from my happy holiddays, i had the mood to ask him why he so unhappy... His answer" coz u not here everyday" however, i know it muz be becoz he quarralled wif christine... so i asked aunty sally, and i was right!! They had this big fight on monday, and the past few days that i was not there, he did not talk to her... hmmm... what sia... but we played a little in the kitchen... i was trying to cheer him up.. guess it worked.. he asked me:" Koko, you eat medicine?" Me:"huh? what?" He:"you eat medicine that's why so slim now rite?" Me:"You gotta be kidding!!! i am the same lor! in fact i ate so much from all my birthday celebrations!" Incredulous! then he ran his hand down my waist! Molester! lolz~ then aunty sally was praising me la... saying i look prettier,etc, etc... then he aid... yah... now like a gentle....MAN!!!!!!!!!! wat only! coz i said i was not a lady before... Lolz! that tootz sia... silly boy... then he passed this comment:"ko, if one day u see me in ur uni in aus, how u feel?" I gave him a blank look.."like that lah" actually, i was dying of happiness! if its really true, i will die a happy girl....~ Love him so much! then he say" If only..." -_-".... I love looking into his eyes... i like to see happiness in it... however, it was short-lived.... after work, i dunno wat happen in the kitchen, he left with his wallet, then return and lock himself in the store room... haizz... I knocked on the door and check on him la... then he say he headache... sleeping... but i know he is very troubled! i know he is not happy...but he don't want to tell me~!! and i just felt like crying... its like those tears he can't cry, i cried it for him... i am so affected! yet i can't control it... and actually, i don't mind... if only he is willing to acknowledge it..... well, so i left work unfulfilled and unhappy and now, super tired... But i'm glad he missed me... however, i have this insecurity thingie going thru me the whole day... is there someone else? am i being too sensitive? why am i feeling this way? maybe me helping him to be more out-going is not a very good idea... what am i to do.... Lost.IN.Translation. Wednesday, December 15, 2004 Argh~ i miss him soooo soooo much! regret taking so many days off! hmmm... but i guess i needed it. yesterday i went to cut anf dye my hair. hoohohoh~ think it turned out quite well lorz. hee~ if got time then post the pics..then this morning went out wif jo... but half way felt sick... felt like puking and shitting at the same time le~ haiz.. then went to work.. after work went to azheshi tian there to have supper and drink... he so nicce sia... know my birthday, so today what ever i ate was free and so was the drinks! hee!~ quite good... so i just got home lah... tomolo... which is already now, i will go play squash and then go parkway shop shop wif sis then go to meet ting, ching and mei for dinner then ktv-ing... hoho~ so long nv sing le... then maybe i will think of how to style my beautiful hair on thurs before meeting my dear baka! so nervous! miss him so! ^^ you know, today i bought ching's christmas prezzie... a watch from titus... so ex sia... $125! the most expensive present i bought sia... unless i get my dear a smart phone la... which is most unlikely. hee~ still dunno what to get him*sobz* haiz... so sianz. really miss him alot... toady, Sam came to visit us and chat chat abit... haiz... tok abt him... miss him again... then hope sam will consider asking boss to join force again... wanna work with her agai... haiz... thinking i muz lower budget le... been spending too much! hohoh~ its true.. okie... time for beauty sleep! nitez! love u ppl! ^^ Lost.IN.Translation. Sunday, December 12, 2004 
Il-Yun N Me! Lolz~ ^^
wishing... abt my dear baka N studies...
My b'day cake!
 Shu N me Lost.IN.Translation.  Ching N me after the swim Lost.IN.Translation.  Azheshi kang N me Lost.IN.Translation. Just came back from my celebration! spent quite alot... but recieved alot in return too! my boss gave me so much discount and also give me free drinks... hoo~ so happy... today bought some coats for australia and also got new shoes from converse... dunno lei... still feel something missing... coz.... he nv msg me~!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I HATE KIM IL-YUN! Hmph~ *-* but still happy to have gotten so many greetings from so many of my frenz...! even joshua remembered! ^^ And oso went swimming with my Ching ching today... although i was an hour late, she was cool abt it...... i was late coz firstly, i woke up late and secondly, was coz of this blind man who din even have the courtesy to say thank you... coz he said he was waiting for 147 and 153... so even when my bus 107 came, i waited... then the second 107 came... then he asked;"xiao mei! wat bus is it?" I replied:"don't worry, not ur bus... i will tell u when it comes" then he say,"wat no. u taking?" "107" he said" 107 can can! i can take oso!" what only! then he just board and moved right to the end... nv say thank you some more! so angry!!!! stupid blind man!!! hao xin mei hao bao! *-* yah lorz... so i was really late but then it stopped raining la... so we could start swimming immediately... hohoh0~ I'm real tanned now... although to some ppl, i'm still fair... but in my own standards, I'm tanned okay... hee~ Yupz... so it was an enjoyable day for me except moi dear baka no msg! i wanna make my hair tomolo... but no idea wat no. to call for appointment... haiz... wonder can just walk in like that anot... hee!^^ try my luck lorz... will post pics later when i downloaded them from my cam.... Lost.IN.Translation. Today, IS MY BIRTHDAY!! hee~^^ but my mei liang xin de baka still silence on his side lei!Hmph~! hee~ but i got new presents le... hee~ taliking to JW on the phone now... hoho... abt NS... Then ran into Lance at hereen oso... hahaha~ so funny.... okie... going swimming tomolo... nitez... can;t concentrate on blogging coz got to listen attentively to JW mah~! CiAoz~^^ Lost.IN.Translation. Saturday, December 11, 2004 hahaha~ today is a sick day for me where all the things arnd me seems to be spinning... but, i still get to decorate his christmas tree!!! hee! ^^Yupz... and that idiot... he called me to see his newspaper today... then he pointed at the lingerie section and say: I buy for u on ur birthday okay?" Ahhhh~ i was so stunned and embarassed... but i managed to say: I tell u a secret okay, I don't wear one!" Lolz~ and he was so embarassed that is wole face turned red and he closed the newspaper and walked away...!!! hahahaha~ serves him rite! But for ur info... I do wear one la! if not how to support?! LolZ~ yupz... then that's all really... got nice birthday prezzie.... nicce star star bracelet from ching ching and then this hot plate thingie to bring to aus from aunty lena... the rest ah... hmmm... haven yet... still got 2 more days!!!! I hope my dear baka will get me something... haiz... but i think he so relax kind... maybe not.... had lots of fun with him today~ haiz~*sigh of happiness with a tinge of sadness* Tomolo meeting WX... he gonna pass me prezzie... Hmmm... wonder wat it will be... but at least he got me something... so sweet of him. ;) okie... need to sleep sleep le... nitez.! ^^ Lost.IN.Translation. Thursday, December 09, 2004 I'm sick!! really sick.... haiz... feel terrible sia... muz be over-worked... all my xiao lao ban's fault. hee.. talking abt him, he asked a very stupid question..."Eiko, why u always help me? I'm a bad man..." What can i say?? i just shrug... oso coz my colleagues were near the vacinity... so i din want them to hear... well... its an very easy answer... "coz i love u silly...." yupz.... and i think he is a nice person... not bad as he claims... he really is very thoughtful and like my sis say, i usually bully him... well... hmmm... i think my expactations are quite high. hmmm.......... welll... what to do? i dunno how i feel exactly... i think he is so sweet..... aniwae, christine is back. hmmm... yyah... but she seems so distant from all of us... and she and my baka are not on talking terms.......... haizz... i think that is why he is also not very happy... i just can't make him talk can i? Lost.IN.Translation. Tuesday, December 07, 2004 hmmm... today my mei mei help me out at raffles work place... luckily... if not i will DIE! i think everyone is plotting to kill me! argh! hahahah~ but was not so good at the end today....think he is troubled... i caused him more trouble..... haiz.... wat to do? i'm rash by naure and so ever stubborn.... later went out wif mei mei to eat and shop... bought another 2 gifts again! hee! but still dunno wat to get for him... my sis says i'm very bad to him... huh~ hoow............... i think i ill treat him? HMm...... i dunno...... well..... hAIZ... i'm going to be sick soon... gonna slp now. nitez. no mood... squash in morning tomolo.. Lost.IN.Translation. Monday, December 06, 2004 Hee~ had lots of fun today! although i got lost early in the morning in serangoon! had to call joshua for help... finally found the atm to take cab then go to the swimming complex! wanna kill ching's out-dated bus guide! lolz~ was abt 40mins late lorz... hahaha~ but both of us got real tanned! hee~ i've got pretty red, hot cheeks now... which are starting to hurt... hee~!Then went to bugis and had pasta mania for lunch... ate Alfredo as usual... and we took some shots with both our phones... went to look for dress for ching ching! WAH! she damn picky lorz! but finally, she settled for a very pretty dress! i think its so sweet on her! hee... got to know her even better now... enjoyed her company... met Xiujing after that for dinner, who gave me this very nice orange rose! so sweet of her! its been so long since i was given flowers! hhahahaha~ ^^ then went to arcade and then watch movie-Alexander.... abit draggy... but its okay... though not worth 8.50.... yupz... so very tired now... missing him.... hee~! will see him tomolo... but his cousin is back! argh! oh... got a msg from WX.. he wanted to meet for lunch... but all the wrong day leh... i'm working... Hope he doesn't take it the wrong way.... think i'll work a time out for us to meet... Am going to slp.... *Yawnz* Lost.IN.Translation.  Ching N moi~ Lost.IN.Translation.  flower from xiujing! Lost.IN.Translation.  ching ching so pretty hor! ^^ Lost.IN.Translation. Sunday, December 05, 2004 hmmm... I am still in a pretty good mood lorz... dunno how his tournament went... he haven call me to tell me lei... that means muz be lose... hahaha~Today so busy! so tired but i'm happy.... dunno.... but so blur these days. so many small mistakes here and there... my goodness! they say i too xin fu until blur! hahaha! But so sad oso... i'm leaving him soon. haizz... hope he will really keep his words and come find me in aus once he close his business,.... I'll be waiting... ^^ Tomolo going swimming! hee~ yupz... then shopping with ching to help her look for a dress then meet Xiujing for dinner! wow~ sso long nv see her le~! Lost.IN.Translation.  that baka tryin to take moi pic at the kitchen! Lost.IN.Translation. Saturday, December 04, 2004  My baka! ^^ Lost.IN.Translation.  The book he always read to moi! Lost.IN.Translation. 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