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Monday, January 31, 2005 Today very tired... only slept 2hrs in baka's house... then went home to shower and it was wwork the whole day... I'm kinda confused now...Yesterday, baka called me to go kallang see him play squash... So i went... ran into Indiana jones... haha~ ppl now rich got car some more. Then made frenz with baka's fren's Neo and Rick... Neo kinda find me cute and was abit too physical... Rick on the other hand was observant and deep... Rick commented:"you sure u are just frenz? I think u love each other!" He was refering to me and baka... Many many things happened.. Dunno how to say...But i finally know how he feels abt me... after 8 long mths of guessing... Coz we are both cowards... but then, even so, those things he said made me more confused as to whether he wants a future with me. He said he will go to Perth to study with me if i want and stuff... its not what I want. Is what U want... if we want a future, then we can make it out. U dun have to go to the extend to change ur plans and goals for me. we can work towards it together. He doesnt get it. Maybe he just doesnt like me enough... Words that he said... Really... I dunno how to describe... that hug... I can feel all his emotions. The way he held me so tightly, the way he smelled my hair, the way he didn/t wanna let go, the way he kissed me on the cheek... He really felt so REAL. I never felt more secure or happy.. But today was just like any other day, as if nothing happened... so what can i say? I'm so tired. Lost.IN.Translation. Saturday, January 29, 2005 Today work not very good... Boss N mdm made so many people pissed... haizz... what only... and not only that, business very slow... so time was crawling..Zaf nv get back to me on the movie thingie... hmmm... so that means not confirm ba... saw weipeng just now at work... with his gf... he chasing for his shinai... ask me pass to zaf... Hmmm... he's so troublesome la~! Thinking of the last day i will see baka...4th Feb... he will be back on V day... But i not arnd le... Sad sad... *sobz* So many things to do and buy.. haven even start packing sia... haiz... my goodness~! Stress~! I think i'm gonna miss so many ppl~! SHu so nice gave me a red packet for blessings... so nice of her... haven open it though... so tired le... sleeping soon... nitez~! Lost.IN.Translation. Actually wanted to change my blog skin again... but i very lazy... leave it for the time being la... hee~! Am in a good mood!! Coz I'm ENGAGED!!!! Everybody, Please call me Mrs Kim! hahhahaha~~~ Who believe? Ching and ting la~! so toopid!! they really tot baka asked me to be engaged with him... Lolz~ SO funny! Well, Today mantha came to my work place... baka talk to her so much sia!! Hmph~! then today got this new gal called elizabeth... she is sooo CUte La~! Hahahha~ very big eyes and so sociable... hahah~ and nice person to chat with... she is 18 lorz... very smart too... Think i'm gonna miss them lots!! Esp. baka... haiz... I gonna send baka off then give him the card... ching help me read and feels that i need to make some changes lorz... so i'm gonna think it over... still dunno wat to get baka... already bought a gift for Christine from Swarovski.... hee~ Abit ex... but oh well.... this morning baka called me... hee~ I was late as usual... hee~ then he greeted Good evening!! where are u? hahahahaha~! So tootz... then i realize its coz got a new gal... if not usually i late he won't call de... Today Christine wanna change hp coz hers is spoilt... everything went on so smoothly until they realized she did not bring her charger... so cannot trade in!!! Lolz... she was gonnna change to the same model as mine.... Jeong Eun is seriously gonna treat me for dinner... Haizz... So sweet~~ actually wanted to do it tis sun... but meeting zaf already so can't... then thurs i have to see Ser N shir off... so oso cannot la... maybe wed le... So scary... days to my departure is lessening... days to my last meeting with baka is even quicker... ahhhh~!!!! I dun wanna leave~! hahahah~ I love Il-yun~! Remember, I'm Mrs Kim! ^^ Nitez. lalallalala~ Lolz. Lost.IN.Translation. Thursday, January 27, 2005 YESTERDAYWent out with Nikki, Ca, Ser N Shir... Kinda like a farewell for both of them coz they leaving for Adelaide on 3rd Feb... Hee~ went KTV N dinner at han ka ram... Boss so nice give so many free stuff...  Outside Han Ka Ram 
 Ser Fainted!!!!!
 Me N Shir~ She is 5 days younger than me!!
Baka Sang:"You Are so Beautiful to~..... TO WHO HUH?~!" Me:-_-''' *AH Bush!* Lolz... So cute. Then he dun wanna tell me he when going back to Korea... Keep saying:"Why shld I tell U!" Hmph~! Copy my Tai Ci....~!!! He learn all the bad things from me... So MANY good thing dun learn from me... hee~ Then He said:"u wanna go enjoy with me?!" Me:"Huh~!" He:"I noe u dun want!" Me:" Then u ask?!" He:" I am very Polite!" Actually, I would really wanna go... But dun wanna be his burden... Gotta take care of me when he busy visiting all his frenz and family ma... Yesterday, was the pre-departure seminar too... June went and helped me apply some club thingie... so nice of her... Must rem to return her membership fee... They all say my Baka looks nicer in real life... hee~! Of course~! e so cute lorz...!! Heehee~! ^^ TODAY Baka N Christine had a tiff in the morning... Atmosphere very tense... Felt like crying... But later okay le... Baka told me he leaving on the 4th... Hmph.... So he cannot see me off... Instead, I see him off~!!!!! Ask Him wan me see him off... He say he used to 1 person at the airport... So i asked:"So its a yes or No?!" He:...............SiLeNcE.................. Okay... I'm dying to send u off oso okay.. Idiot! How stupid can u get. U are not alone now lor... I have always been by ur side... Wonder if u ever noticed!!!! Okay. I'm going. Hheee~ Then today the lame me made stupid jokes... Baka ran out of Honey mah... so i said:"use my saliva want anot? Very sweet oso...." Baka:".............*faints*..........." SO cute! hee~ I'm so gross! Okie... Nice Jeong Eun talked to me on the phone asking when i'm leaving... so he is gonna treat me to a feast~!! Hee~ So nice of Him la!!!! Today checked my email... XJ so nice, send me the weather report in Perth~! If u are reading tis, Thanks alot GAl~! Walking ome just now... Thinking of seeing him off at the airport.. Hope me won't cry... Haiz... I think i will... But will try to control until after he enter the gates... Haizz... So sad... *sobz* Lost.IN.Translation. Tuesday, January 25, 2005 Hmmm~ Today is a funny day... Hee~ had loads of fun at work... How I'm gonna Miss baka... Tp day his stupid jokes at work really crack me up~! ^^Me:"Order! Duen Jang soup! Chicken! Kimchi Chigey!" He:......SiLeNce..... Me:"Oei~! Got listen anot?!" He:......SiLeNcE..... Me:"Oei~!" He:"My Microsoft software not working now... Pentium 1" Me:"Hahahaha~ Why always Pentium 1! go update la!" He:"Cannot... Next time cannot run... Coz No Eiko Software... Microsoft shut down.." Me:"What nonsense sia" Later~ He:"Aiyah!! Forget!!! Eiko VIRUS la~!" Me:"......" He:"Eiko running arnd in my head... cannot remember...!" Me:"Eiko Virus is good okay!" TEEHeeeee~!!!! Yah... went out with Jo today... SHe really provoke alot of my thoughts... haiz... dunno wat to do... Now just worry abt wat I need to get over there... think I'm gonna Fedex my notes over there.... I hate baka for asking Ben to intro gals his age to him! I dun Forgive u okay!! I make sure Ben Ben intro a transvestite to U! Hmph~! June says Mi blog is Sappy...~ Yea... Lost.IN.Translation.  Just to remind U ppl that this my absolute FAVOURITE pic of Baka!! ^^ I love him loads!!! Lost.IN.Translation. Monday, January 24, 2005 Sunday was a pretty relaxing day for me... Discounting the sprained neck fact... Went swimming as usual... got really burned... then was supposed to go home.. but instead, I self invited myself to meet with Ching's best fren.. CAlled Sisi a.k.a Wet wet... hahhaha~! ya... wet wet is a very sweet gal lorz!! we had lunch and then was supposed to watch the korean brother movie thingie... but, in the end dunno why end up in KTV>. hee~ after buying loads of snacks in the korean supermart for me n baka... then after that we went to PS shop shop and had late dinner!My verdict: Wet wet is a very nice person and so funny coz she running on Pentium 1 processor... hee~!^^ Today... Very tired... coz last nite can't sleep la... Thinking alot about alot of things and also making card for Christine N baka... Went to work feeling like STONE.... hahahaha~ Today sat with baka... So comfortable... How i wish time can just stop there for us... haizz.... my last week of work... how am i to welcome my last day without crying infront of him??? feeling so blue.. everytime i think of tat day, tears just spring to my eyes.. The tot of leaving baka... My fear of losing him... Him forgetting about me... So many things can happen in these 5 mths... Then, I'd still have to wait 5 yrs... If only I can get an affirmation from him. Maybe the waiting wouldn't be so painful as i know all is for a good cause... But leaving things hanging, expecting me to wait... Where is my motivation? I asked my heart today: "Do u trust him? Do u think he would easily just like someone else when u are not arnd?" My heart says: "I trust him" Then why does my head contradicts? Why am I so fearful? Is it the lack of confidence in myself or in him? Why does my head still craves for affirmation from him? Is it all that necessary?~! Melbourne . Melbourne. This word hangs by his mouth. The sound of it makes me cringe. I'm selfish. Why can't I be happy for him. Why do I expect him to be by my side all the time when he had no qualms letting me go overseas to study? Is it coz I'm not important to him anymore? All these thoughts... Brought upon by myself, people say. CAn I help it? If it were u, can u control ur feelings and mind?! I WAS a very independent gal... Strong in hiding my feelings. And now, what has happened? Anybody in my position would know how hard it is not to let these thoughts get to u... I've had enough! But I guess I'm a coward too... Not daring to speak my mind to tell him how i feel exactly about the whole thing... How insecure I really am... How afraid I really am... How much I actually need him... Lost.IN.Translation. Saturday, January 22, 2005 AhhH~! I'm dead beat! Coz last nite drank alot and so late reach home... today woke up early to work...Yest, Me N sam very lucky... go for supper this guy beside us treat us... and somemore treat us drinks... then later when we order our own drinks, another lady came in... alittle drunk... so kept saying tat i was cute... then she bought us drinks too... then sam keep leaving the restaurant... make me so worried sia... then Azheshi Tian send us home... so nice of him...  Mayumi San
 Mantha N me... When she not so drunk..'-*
 Azheshi Tian N moi~
YA... today business quite slow... saw ting's whole family... think she is still the prettiest... hee!~ but he bro really look like local lorz... coz he's been here since kindergarten... yah... Today work so sianz lei... then run into Kiwi! so long nv see him le... still so kawaii~! hee~ N chwee tat got GF le!! *Sobz* hahaha~ eh, I got my baka hor.. hee~ *smirk* I miss baka alot... hee~ still thinking of the smelly aprons though... Eeee.... how sia~ so tootz! actually forgot to bring it back!! haiz... Thinking alot abt me and baka... I'm really scared n uncertain... hopefully we are fated to be together... Nv felt anything like that before... But so sad how i'm so young, nv really got into courtship and am considering marriage... haahaha~ Baka is old. Ah bei... so cannot be helped... Shoganai~! Next week meeting jo, Ca, nik,ser,shir... then zaf oso... for sosme movie i nv heard of before... so it better be good n not a waste of my money! okay... going slp now... coz tomolo still muz wake up early to go swimming with ching... oh fer~! If cny, no place to eat, we can go makan at azheshi Tian there~! ^^ Its japanese style yakitori kind... got quite good food... well, that is if we have no other place to dine at... hee~ Nitez... Missing il yun lotz... Lost.IN.Translation. Friday, January 21, 2005 *sobz* so tired... still working on the book of me N baka... half finished... hee~! My efforts... haizz... so tired still muz work later... Kinda irritated tis morning... But won't let these small ppl and small things affect my mood so... but kinda feeling blue... Maybe coz i am working on the book, so gotta think alot about the past and all the times he hurt me so...Also coz i'm leaving le... and there are still so many frenz i've failed to meet up with... But i'm glad fer msged.. hopefully we can successfully meet up tis time! hee~ I miss u!! Hee` Dun cry kay.. If not i will oso!! haizz... now munching on Kimchi crackers... dun feel like working... just wanna stay home n cry n think of baka! I oso miss Baka.. I'm hopeless la... How to survive in Australia alone without him?! wat happened to my independence?! Why have i become so dependent on him? reading past entries on my blog and my personal diary... of which my personal diary would evoke more emotions coz its really everything of me...but there was just this thing he said in the past which i cannot get over.. He:"Your blood type is?" Me:"AB+" He"*shocked* Really?!!" Chris:"Mr Kim dun like AB girls" Me:"why?" He:"they are like onions... so many layers... So i dun like u" Me:..... I mean.. I dun look like i was affected and all... but for the past few months, I've opened myself up to the extend i din noe tat part of me actually exsisted... So vunerably placing myself there for u to read yet, u can say such things... so maybe i really should close up and let him "peel" me layer by layer and get all frustrated when he still dun see the core? Few nights ago, jolene asked me to tell her one thing abt me she doesnt noe... Which was, Fear of losing ppl i love so i act nonchalent as if they don't matter to me even though they do and can affect me so... I think that's how i treat baka? I've tried my best... But my sis still says that the reception he is getting from me is rather cool~ so maybe he dun dare to move forward... I just think he is either a coward or i don't matter to him at all... okay~ enuff of all my sappy nonsense... I'm going to bathe soon to prepare for work! haizz... sianzz... Lost.IN.Translation. Thursday, January 20, 2005
I AM BORED! OKAY, GOING TO SLEEP! Lost.IN.Translation. Today is like any other normal day to me... nothing special happened... He bought me breakfast(yoghurt N dried persimmon)... ya... then a busy day... Kenny came today again... so nice to see him again.... its been awhile lorz... ya... he look much better... more refreshed... he took pic with christine... baka ran away as usual...  Kenny N Christine
Went off with kenny to the MRT... realized i did not bring back the aprons to wash... EEEeeee~! hahahah~ another week of filthty aprons!! Argh~ that malaysian aunty sons came today. not bad looking, one of them... Baka waste money again... buy Toto... I not happy... Still got the cheek to tell me not to touch him.! Went to albert complex to buy loads of stuff... hee~ lingerie... so ex man... more ex then anyclothes i have... hahhaa~ then bought one piece of new year clothing... but no botton to pei... and also bought winter clothes... I think they scared i die of coldness ah... wat if i die coz too hot... Or maybe coz i miss baka too much... hahah~ I'm lame.. Wed supposed to go make kimchi... Learn. but i think i cannot make it le... coz nikki, ca, shir wanna meet uo lei... haizz... how.. so muz chenge date with jo to tues oso... hope i rem to inform her... I'm so absent minded these days... Still so many things to do... So little time... I'm so scared... Not only Unpacked physically, but oso emotionally... everytime i think of my last day with baka at work, i feel like crying la... can't help it lei... I think i will really cry... *ssobz* Lost.IN.Translation. Tuesday, January 18, 2005 Today, I'm pretty happy... BUT, dead beat! I just came back from shopping with june in preparation of flying to australia... hahah~ she bought so many things... 2 shirts, pants, a cap and alot of other stuff.. hahah~ I only bought one shirt... and stuff for baka... some food... Trying to feed him to be fat fat... haha~ He needs it... Then before that we met my aunt to go pay the balance for the air ticket... tomolo muz go back to collect the tickets la... so torublesome!! haizzz... But at least leave thurs free for me to meet my aunt to go shopping... ^^Actually in the morning not too happy la... coz Christine mentioned that baka went online to search for house rents in australia... was happy a moment then realized... can't be perth ma... Melbourne! Haiz... hear that name i oso so sad.... No mood le... Arghhh~! Shit me! I should be happy for him... but that word... I still can't... But later was quite fun... I think he is sooooo SOooooo CUTE! hee~ so irresistably cute la!^^ I can never forget why i fell for him... ^^ Really cute lorz... Hee~ so nice some more... let june use his fax machine and help me fax... Still troubled over what to get baka before i leave lei... dunno which is better... *crack brain le* haizz... Just now, June email me course structure for Biological Sc N Biomed... Seems pretty interesting to me lei... But alot of memory work one... But no MOLECULAR BIO!!!! hee~ Now waiting for my course structure then decide if i wanna change course... haiz... so much to think of these days... My forehead so many oil bumps appearing! *make me more stress* I want my good complexion back!!!! *_* Kinda regret buying ching the expensive watch for X'mas sia... she nv wear one! when i ask abt it, she also seem so impatient... wat sia... so hurt! sianzzz... No more next time le! can't be bothered with her le la! *Hmph* Tomolo going to play squash... hee~ I miss Baka~ Lost.IN.Translation. Monday, January 17, 2005
Are You Attractive? Take This Quiz :-) Find the Love of Your Life (and More Love Quizzes) at Your New Romance. You Are A Perfect Date!Your manners are always spot on And you know how to make a guy feel great... ...While still letting him do a bit of the chase Chances are, your only dating problem is too many offers :-) Are You a Good Date? Take This Quiz :-) Find the Love of Your Life (and More Love Quizzes) at Your New Romance. You are a Romantic RealistOkay, so you fall in the middle. You know that love isn't like a greeting card… Yet you can always find a greeting card to describe your feelings. You are the best of both worlds Girly yet independent, dreamy yet serious. Almost any guy can find balance with you. Are You Romantic or Realistic? Take This Quiz :-) Find the Love of Your Life (and More Love Quizzes) at Your New Romance. Its so hard to believe... I think its not accurate! Lolz~ Lost.IN.Translation. I AM GUILTY AS HELL! I feel so guilty la... nv go to work today... haiz... then told boss i sprained my leg... Damn desperate sia... totally not prepared to work... and no one could help me... so in the end, i lied... and boss was so nice abt it... somemore ask me to go home and rest! Arghh! I'm so evil! Hai... But wat is done is done... Today, ting N shu also guilty... Hope nobody spill anything out to him... coz we feel bad enuff already... dun wan him to be angry or hurt... Today, work was okay... my sis came to help... so was not too bad le... I miss Baka.. He so cute~! hahaha~ took some pics with christine... ya...  Chris N ko
I think Aunty Kim's chef, Park Dong Won is so cute! hee~ So tired.. gonna slp so not so tired tomolo...  4 of us @ kim's
 crazy ChinG
 my FAV!!!! Soo Jung Gwa
Muz call my aunt and go M1 shop... Keep forgetting... i'm old le... Lost.IN.Translation. Sunday, January 16, 2005 I miss baka... Haizz... I think I''m coming down with something le... Kept coughing the whole time... Just came back from a swim with ching ching... so late... coz, went shopping! the poor ching gotta accompany me.. heee~Woke up, went swimming, nice weather... then went to bugis behind the albert street there the market for lunch... so crowded sia.. so long nv eat with ppl i dunno on the same table... hahaha~ then its off to Sim Lim to look for baka's prezzie... Walk so long leh... but cannot find any good one... so called boss Bro for help... but he buy in korea one... so i think no hope le... then when we on the way there, we went to the korean supermart to buy junkies!! hahaha~ its like every sun, me and ching so healthy go swim... UT, later, buy junk food home! Lolz~! Ya... so she so tired le, then i feel so bad la, so i send her home on a cabby... then went to compasspoint to collect pics... so now here i am...Pigging out!! Hee~ Ate dinner-curry Rice! my absolute fav! and also my best culinary dish! hee~ then i ate a few sticks of korean sweet potato thingie... now munching on ham... hee~ I'm a pig! gonna slp early tonight! so tired... tomolo have to lie to boss.. coz i wanna go aunty Kim's and eat... feel so bad sia... haiz... see how la.... hope tomolo will be a nice day for me n baka... my sis going there to help out coz we so short of staff... ya... Lost.IN.Translation. Thursday, January 13, 2005 Fact: The distance from Singapore to Perth is SHORTER than the distant from perth to Melbourne or Sydney.I'd rather he be in singapore then. so wat in the same country but even further. Yesterday went to meet up with Vet sc frenz... had fun...  Ah hong N Me
went clubbing after... ladies nite.. me , nikki and belle... later went club hopping... then drank alot. belle got drunk... reached home tis morning at 4.30am... then went online to help baka do some stuffs... so slp at 6am... woke up at 8am... went to work...  Belle N me
 We took this but pei commplain her hair... so...
 We took another!
Haha. Like stone lorz.. then baka n christine say i like baby... haiz... wat sia... i so tired mah... bo bian... but i still can work properly... wanted to talk to nikki... she seemed disturbed by last nite... well, will call her after this...  The Doofous Nikki N Me~
 Pei Pei N Koko!
at work, aunty sally saw the mochi ice-cream on sale today.. I just remarked i like... maybe will bbuy... then she say very nice and all la... so stupid! and the most angry thing is she got the cheek to go back to baka and tell him and ask him to buy it for her!!! Arghh~ AND THAT BAKA!!! really so stupid lorz... Know ppl make use of him in the end buy... Coz that aunty sally very smart, she said:"Eiko like lei... She wanted to buy" wah~! I hear already i so angry! i said, no ah... Told him not to buy... I'm not going to eat then he said:"nvm la... we together eat... inside got 21pc... u eat one... I eat 20! Muahahahaha~!" Baka. I really nv eat in the end. I think he really shouldn't have bought it for them. I totally dun think they deserve it lorz... my goodness! How I hate this kind of ppl! So long nv go hereen work... finally tomolo can go work le... miss them too... haizz... so tired.. go call nikki now... Lost.IN.Translation. Monday, January 10, 2005 Haizz. so tired... today had a terrible headache... think its becoz i was controlling myself from crying the whole time... haiz... I promised myself not to ever cry for him again... guess its not successful...Well, Today, I apologized to him.. for no apparent reason... I just felt i mistreated him on fri... however, as all may noe, i'm a proud person, thus, its impossible for me to say it... So, I wrote it... haizz... but i dunno why too... i feel so awkward... As time pass, I feel more and more insecure... I'm really afraid. I think i might lose him. The more i love him, the more lonely i feel.... And its VERY lonely... wonder why,.... I try not to think of it, I try not to talk abt it... but it seems so impossible... maybe its too complex a thing for me to understand.. or maybe its actually so simple, but my complex mind won't convince itself to trust and feel secure... either ends, i think i'm losing the battle... FFeel so tired of workin already... haizz... I dunno if i can hold on for another half a month... My baka's fren these few days keep coming down... Keep insisting that i'm a korean, keep trying to show off his chinese skills he is learning now... KOREAN MEN! their ego is bigger than their manhood sia. That guy quite irritating lei... still anyhow flatter me! say i attractive and what... gorgeous!??? my goodness! his eyes more da stamp then my baka! until my baka cannot take it, ask me to go kitchen help him! Lolz... Ya... anyway, I'm really very troubled... feel so stranded... although June is going over there wit me, i feel i hardly know her. I can so see myself stranded there. Karen ah, can forget abt it le. no news from her since she came back. nv even arranged to meet lorz. Where are all my frenz?! well, I'm gonna sleep. trying not to think too much... having pimple outbreak;causing me to feel more stressed(coz nv had so many pimples at one time b4)... Need beauty slp.. if only i can stop thinking abt him.. "At night i pray, that soon ur face will fade away...." Lost.IN.Translation. Sunday, January 09, 2005 hahahaha~ I'm now blogging in Xiujing's house la... hee~ came over to check out the pics she took in aus and then also listen to stories... hee~ very interesting... lolz... i kinda like now looking forward to see it for myself... hee~Ya... today was working then ran into Shwu fen... hee~ treat her to Phin's Fish and chips... hee~ quite fun... but i feel old.. hee~ the old times seem so far away... hahaha~ Ya... the today I not very happy in the morning coz tat baka no reply my msg... Toot~! Hmph... But its so him la... But i hate it! And my hereen boss oso one kind... haiz... dunno la... so toopid la, korean men! Yah... then just checked my friendster... was so touched... Thanks Joycelyn!! hee! so sweet of u lorz~ Hope to see u soon... Lolz~ Yah... I think will continue nxt time... Mayb mon ... mayb will be a sad blog... coz i think we might not be on good terms... i just dunno la... haiz... dun wanna think abt it.. Now, just listen to happy Love stories that XJ is telling me and feel happy too~! hahahah~ Can't wait to be bridesmaid sia~ Lolz~^^ Tomolo going swimming with Ching... I am so not goin to have sex with the tampon anymore! Lolz~ I will reject to use it in future! Hmph! okie okie... enuff of my nonsense... Going... Lost.IN.Translation. Tuesday, January 04, 2005 Why everyone has new uear resolutions?!! I oso want!! wait... let me think... Hmmm...Okie okie... Let's try... if i think of more, i will edit agian.. for the time being... RESOLUTIONS 4 EiKO 2005 -Study real hard! (I want very good results this time!) -Love baka more everyday with every mistakes he makes... (Although I think i can't love him MORE anymore... COz I have already Love him with everything i've ever know and have) -Lose more Weight la! (My every year's resolution! lolz~!) -Make more true friends! (Coz Most I have known in my life were just facade... superficial... and at the end of the day, it only boils down to a handful of true, good frenz)___Which is more than enough!! I love all my frenz! -Try to keep in contact with all my friends and loved ones (I dun wanna be like some ingrates who promised to KIT or meet up, but nv do so no matter how much efforts i put in_dun wanna seem pushy no more!) -Stop drinking so much although i know my limits! -Try to save some money -Remain truthful and faihful to Kim Il-Yun... (hahaha~ as if married sia... But i think i mentioned it already rite? og well, who cares! its for me wat! AND! its a very simple resolution for me... i can't say the same for him though...) Okie... that's all i can think for now la... I'm gonna continue with this diary i'm making... Ciao~ Lost.IN.Translation. Hmm... what a weird day.. haizz.. I really dunno what to feel... he ask weird questions, talk weird stuff... how am i to knoww... at first was feeling very happy... Now abit moody.. thinking i'm readind abit too much into his word... analyzing the situation too much... haizz... so tired... but have to online help christine look for the application forms... haiz... then feel like taking leave... but dun think its posible la... I dun wanna think too much... But i gues he means too much to me to take things lightly... I wonder what i can do... Lost.IN.Translation. Sunday, January 02, 2005 Today was the first day mantha join us in the workforce... just like the old days.. hee~ but today quite quiet la... so too bad la....I ot feeling so well la... coz constipated and then felt giddy and feverish.... Eyes oso very pain and swollen...Then, Mantha, ling, my sis and I went to Azheshi Tian there to makan... hee~ so fun!! took lots of pictures... will post it tomolo after my swim coz i'm so lazy now... i just wan to slp early so i won't be late in meeting Ching tomolo...  Azheshi Tian
 Vain Pots!
 Hear No Evil, Speak no evil, See no evil
 Me N Sam Pretending to be cool~ Lolz~
Ya, at work today, I was thinking about the possible scenario 5 mths later when baka promised to call and tell me something....(SHows tat i was not concentrating on my work) Hee~!(No la! I was!) Scenario 1 He calls..... He:Hello, actually, I just have to wait for the partnership to cease then i am comfortable telling you...Actually, Me and christine were married..With a 5 yr old child in Korea (Courtesy of Ching)... Yah, i think its only right you know... My Reaction: I will really die! (Please don't call then!!!!) Scenario 2 He calls..... He: Hello! how's everything? How's Perth? How's the living standards there? Do you think you can help me find lodging? which is better? Sydney, Melborne or Perth?? Maybe u can also help me find out if i can study there? My Reaction: *Flip!* Making use of me again? Hmmmm.... But i think i might still help him... haizz... Useless me... Scenario 3 He calls..... He: Eiko, actually, I really really love you alot! I just want to end my business so i concentrate on being a better person.... My Reaction: Hahahahahahaha~ *in cloud 9! Can't seem to touch ground!* Hopefully... hee... but a bit fat hope... he not so direct de... Scenario 4 He DOSEN"T call.... But Mantha said there is a high possibility that he will keep his promise and come over and find me... but my sis was saying, wat will he do? She tinks its not possible... She thinks that the 2nd scenario is more possible... Arhghhhhh~!!! wat sia! hate it!!! Okay, I'm really gonna slp... dun wanna think too much... Nitezz....^^ Lost.IN.Translation. Saturday, January 01, 2005 Hmmm... Happy New Year!! I have decided to be a good gal and not go countdown with belle as much as i want coz i'm so so so so TIRED!!! haizz... so now resting at home lorzz...Yah... Today My baka so weird... was saying so many thank you sstuff and the thing that puzzled me most was when he said:"When I finish my business, I'll call u..." Me:"For what?"(when actually i was thinking... huh~ Tat means u not going to call me meanwhile?!) He:"I'll tell u when I call" Me:"Why dun tell me now? might as well right?" He:"No... Wait... when i call u then will tell u" Me:"5 mths lei!! tell me now la! why muz wait until u finish ur business" He:"You wait... I'll tell u in 5 months..." ARGHHH!~~ Thousand thoughts were running thru my mind... dun tell me he wants to tell me a dark secret of him and christine? Arh.... I dun wanna noe lorz... If its bad news, Dun call!!! I really dunno.... Think i'll nv have peace of my mind till tat day he actually calls (provided he can contact me and has my no. lah...) Haizzz.. Oh, then he asked me this stupid little boy question:"Why woman produce milk only when they pregnant? why cannot everyday? Why will suddenly produce milk?" (Just becoz of a bottle of milk i bought to drink!) So Silly Rite!!! hee~ I explained to him like everyone shld noe(Common Sense), so i dun need to explain... I think he was just pretending not to know.. trying to irritate the hell out of me... Then after that i went to hereen and work... arghh.. so tired lorz... so now here i am... going to slp soon... heee~ i think he is the sweetest and cutest guy!~ hee~ lovey~^^ Lost.IN.Translation. Links Jeong HoBrian Towliang Wolfy Samantha Karen Previous May 2004 June 2004 July 2004 August 2004 September 2004 October 2004 November 2004 December 2004 January 2005 February 2005 March 2005 April 2005 May 2005 June 2005 July 2005 August 2005 September 2005 October 2005 November 2005 December 2005 January 2006 February 2006 March 2006 April 2006 May 2006 June 2006 July 2006 August 2006 September 2006 October 2006 November 2006 January 2007 May 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 January 2009Credits Layout: AngelaPicture: AdvancedAnime | |||||||||||||||
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