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Saturday, April 30, 2005 He called. Was very happy actually.. But Christine is in hospital now.. so i am very worried. Another thing that is bugging me is he sound so tired and different. As if he din like me as much anymore.. Suddenly feel like i'm the only one holding onto this relationship... maybe i am. i think i losing him le...Went shopping at harbourtown and perth city today.... tired... now my head hurts alot.. think i will take a nap before cooking dinner... Haizz... so troubled~! Lost.IN.Translation. Thursday, April 28, 2005 Yeah~!! I;m so proud of myself!! for being able to pull myself up and out to lectures... ddespite having bruises all over and aching to the bones from all that kendo!!! Hahah.. feel really satisfied!! BUT!!!!! Tomolo got exams... 20 lectures.. And i haven started studying!! OH OH!!!! Dunno.. but not in the mood to study leh.. how come!??!! Die le.. hahaha...Okay.. will go study after this... So tired already though.. I really have problems falling asleep leh... maybe will get slping pills... yupz... Hmm... today i cooked pasta and breadcrumb chicken.. not too bad.. hee.... My eye now very dry leh,..... so pain... sianz.. Ching ching recieve my parcel le! hee,.... so good.. wonder if baka recieve le mah... haiz... Went shopping in tues.. got something small for samantha.. coz she gg to philipines... but i think i will give her when i go back.. coz now send, won't reach her on time leh... she will be in philly le... ya.... peter bought me a beanie!!! hee... can wear to keep my head warm during winter.. hee... so nice~!! ^^ Yupz...And, will post pictures....of the beanie on my head.. hee... Okay.. will be gg back s'pore soon!! So excited.. though only for a short time... I am really looking forward to it!!! ^^ Hee... Wonder wonder wonder... is he okay?? I wanna see him so badly!! Miss him so much! Lost.IN.Translation. Monday, April 25, 2005 Holidays over le~~~ Sobz... Back to being busy le...I think by tomolo, baka n my fren will recieve their little cookies from me~!! Hee... its to tell them jia you~!! pursue ur dreams!!! Don;t hesitate~!!^^ Ya.. tomolo my critique paper is due.. haha.. half way done... but so sleepy le... sianz... then wed got lab test and the fri got exam.. all haven study~~~!!!! Today my kendo club president called.. to check if i was coming for kendo this sunday~!! oh oh~!! Haiz... so long nv train wif men le.... now muz put on men very roublesome.. feel so stress.. later he got high hopes for me... but sure let him down de.... sianz... i dun like sparring... yupz... watched a few scary movies... hahah.... do so much rubbish but nv do work... lousy koko.. lolz... then me n karen baked a cake.. and meanwhile...... she cut my hair again~!!  SO TooTZ   I bake choc banana cake Okay.. i think i will try to finish off my critique paper le.... And more pics b4 tat~!!  Peter act cute~!! Yu Boon's Birthday~!!!  Yu bOon's b'day  his birthday cheesecake  Boon N mr cool(Shangz)  Celebrating for him FOOD~!!!! ^^  Sushi platter by Ko  Lots of sushi~  u wan?  Yummy cookies i baked~!!  Apple sauce crepes~ My creation  Carlbi tang  Kimchi chigay Neat hair  My hair so neat!! To take video for baka~ Freo Dinner OUting  restaurant lay out~  Dinner at freo wif moon  laura n moi June N Me Outing~  June in her new jacket~!!  June N me~!! PetEr aGaIN~!!??  Did u clean ur nose?? And....~  Xin fu de wo Lost.IN.Translation. Friday, April 22, 2005 Went to the post office today... sent baka some cookies i baked.. hee.. and also a video i made for him.. lolz.. and some shirts... the whole present plus box plus the airfare cost me $200 plus!!! This month muz eat lesser.. lolz!!haven slept in 3 days.. just to prepare his prezzie.. i think i will die... now gg to slp... haiz.... haven done my assignments.. once i wake up, will start right away le!! Still cannot post pictures.. why?? and i can't even reply my shoutbox.. they say wat "cookies deactivated?"... dunno wat the hell.. so how huh??? how to activate the cookies?? someone help me pls... thanks! Hee.. i'm a computer idiot... lolz... been really tired but ran arnd to gather all i need to make the present.. sent a parcel to my fren oso... oso cookis that i baked!! Hope they recieve soon and hope the cookies still can eat!!! And hope they will be happy!! This small little effort i put in to brighten their day!! Esp for baka... the video i made quite silly.. hahha... come to think of it i feel so silly.. lolz... but i hope he appreciates it.. miss him so much..~ ^^ Lost.IN.Translation. Monday, April 18, 2005 Hahaha.. New discovery...!!!Yuboon came to my place to get his b'day pics from me today.. then he was staring at baka and me the piucs.. then he said..:"This person very familiar!" Me:" Izzit?" Boon:" His name is KIM Il-Yun rite?" Me:"!!!!!! How u know?!!" Boon:"He in my class last time in singapore" Me:"!!!!!!!!!!!!!!............!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" Hhahahahha... the world is so small ah.. Boon say he is a quiet person and seldom talk in class one... lolz.. so funny.. I told him coz baka's english no good mah.. so he dun talk.. hee.. but he talk so much to me until i so fan~!! Hahahah.. no lah.. how can i be fan..... Yah... so surprised.. Today bought some cookie mix.. wanna bake cookies and send to him in singapore.. hee... ^^ Miss him... Went to sch to do report today.. quite difficult leh.. haiz.... forgot to go n book air ticket today... blur BlUr de.... will go tomolo... I Still can't Post pics leh!!! HELP ME!!!!!!!!!!! Lost.IN.Translation. Friday, April 15, 2005 Well, Today is a short day for me.. For starters, i woke up at 4pm... yupz... So now, I'm going to sleep.. Hopefully I can break this cycle of bad habit... Need to get more things done other than cooking dinner...So there is a paper critique on stupid parachutes!! Then a MOD report to do.. And most Importantly, Study for Biomed Physio!!!!!!!!! Lolz... LAzy KoKO... Yupz.. so today, I cooked Carlbi tang... Looks good, smells good.. but taste okay only... coz aus meat got a very strong smell.. which i dun like.. and unfortunately, the smell is strong for both pork and beef!! Yucks! Yah... SO this holiday is a really boring one.. Not much frenz to talk abt.. all bz with either lab or boyfriends.. and the thing abt nxt week is, I think i need to borrow DVDs... Coz karen's bf is also coming.. means, I will see even less of her... Not much now too.. And, nobody t acc me go out.. not like she will la... but still... Then, I called my aunt today.. she said i can go back to singapore if i want.. And i want.. so now is the booking of tix and looking.. I'm not gg to spend another boring holiday here in perth and cannot go anywhere alone that does not need me to spend alot of money.. At least, if in s;pore, i'm alone, i can still do so many things... Dun wanna think of the future now.. I just want to let nature take its course.. Hopefully... Dun wanna be too dependent on friends or anybody else anymore.. I should be my old, aloof self.. Can keep from disappointment and protect my "fragile" self.. hahaha... REALLY REALLY VERY BORED!! This is a boring place... Need ppl to show me arnd and stuff.. but cannot!! No one is free!! At least not for me... Sianz..... Maybe i should bake more hor... then can send cookies back to s'pore.. hee.. its tasty okay!! hee.. ^^ Yah.. so pretty much boring day, so boring entry... Thinking of squash now... Lost.IN.Translation. Sunday, April 10, 2005 Woah~ Today was an eventful day....First, on the bus when we were going to Freo, this drunk gangster boarded the bus and then tried to aggitate melvin and yew boon... then he asked for money, started talking to laura, then said that she shldn;t hang out wif asian gals.. tat she shld find some nice australian gal... And, he still got the cheek to ask for money! Then not too long later, a gp of teenage aussie boys boarded and sat in front of him.. he started harrassing one of the boy, and even hit him with his beer bottle... So the boy got angry and scolded him.. Instead of getting help from the bus drivers or other mature men, they actually scolded the boy for using foul language!!! Excuse ME!!!!! Here, a DRUNK gangster bullying the boy and they not doing ANYTHING! yet still scold him for making noise!!! Then, the drunkard lunge forward and punched the teenage boy,... Boy's cap and wallet fell.. then this stupid old man in the front, who obviously dunnno wat is going on scolded him again.. This time, the bus driver asked the gangster to get off. AND TAT BASTARD!!! he got the Bloody cheek to Take the boy's wallet and cap and just walk off the bus!! And tat Boy's STUPID "frenz" also nv help la~!! The poor boy was bleeding from the nose and his mouth, with no more wallet and cap, yet his frenz just sat there!!! 4 OF THEM!!!! BLOODY HELL!!!!!!! call themselves frenz!! I was so angry!! Nearly went up to whack tat gangster!!! But got frenz wif me and din wan to get them into trouble, so i stayed put. F***!!! Really DAMN PISSED!!! so i went up and gave him some tissue.. he like wanna cry liao.. so poor thing!!! Okay, then went freo shop for awhile, got pissed with some small incident. but its not worth mentioning.. then we had dinner outside.. when karen passed me the pics, i will post them... ya, so after dinner, laura stepped out, and this black man came up to her and said:" Yo, this country is my origin! u white ppl shld treat us better! Give me MONEY!!" WTF!!! 2nd racism in a day!! Tat is so RUDE LAH!! Australia ppl really no sense of righteousness and so unhelpful!! AT least for today!! I'm SO PISSED!!! Then after went home, got rest, changed then went clubbing in Freo Metropolis club... beginning the music was good.. R n B!!! BUT, it then became sucky later.. then laura started making out wif this other guy!! Left me alone!! Then some bastard came and rub his groin on my Butt!!!! WTF!!! I grabed his hand and TWISTED IT!!!! so angry!! then later, another guy came up, put his hand on my waist, and tried to KISS ME!!! wat!! So sleazy lah!!! GROSS!!! then laura started making out wif another guy.. Argh!! I really felt like leaving... and i started to think of baka... (ironically, went clubbing to put him off, but it was prominent the whole nite) YA.... so i really really felt bad and really really missed him so so so so much!!! So i remembered my promise and didn't drink!!! Also dn wanna waste money.. go there to dance... can drink at home... Yah.. so just got back.. had an okay time... found laura's fren, Mika, interesting and funny.. though seemingly angry person... yupz... really aching all over.. starting to miss kendo... strangely... I think coz that is the only time i am at peace wif myself, where there is no invasion of baka in tat area... I'm really glad i still have kendo.... Coz i really have weird frenz who have weird mood swings, who weren't really of help when i needed comfort.. so i have only myself, saizou, and kendo...Have always been.. talking abt all frenz in general... Yupz... I guess, i'm a terrible person too.. coz when baka comes in mind, I'm just Pissed with the whole world suddenly... Wondering how he is.. miss him loads... i just wanna touch his face again.. smell him... Been dreaming of him again.. so afraid to fall asleep and be alone... Lost.IN.Translation. Friday, April 01, 2005 I cooked dwenjang chigay (beanpaste soup) for dinner... was okay only.. the first time was nicer... Beanpaste soup And, this is one of those nights when peter has nothing else better to do but pay his "nanny" a visit in her room...  I tied peter  he tied himself  Peter's humungous feet in my dainty night slippers Those slippers were bought by karen!! Lolz.. she also was there.. And nights where peter feels crazy, he will start Hugging me~~!!! Saying "hug time!" EEewww~!!! So crazy!! Dun want hug from him!! Yesterday, moon and karen tell me alot of things abt me n baka.. I silly silly go msg him.. kinda regretted... coz i know he is not the kind to reply.. Silly me... as usual.. But i guess i really miss him so much.. really. DUnno if he forget me already anoot,... so sad... then maybe if its always like tat, he might not keep his promise and i should move on?? But that is not wat i want.. I wanna wait.. and he promised le... so how?? Sianz.. couldn't wake up... Too cold and tired.. the weather changing le.. then my room's heater is not working!!! 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