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Wednesday, August 31, 2005 Had an early celebration for SX as her b'day falls in the mid-sem exam week.. hee.. unlucky her.. haha... luckily my b'day is in december.. no exams will ever fall in december.. hahahah... *EVIL*Yupz.. so below are the food we all prepared.. courtesy to Karen, June, Suqin and moi~  And we took some pictures.. *OF COURSE* and fool around while she cut the cake.. hee... The cake is actually a paenut butter brownie i baked.. and it goes super well with the vanilla ice-cream.. Yum~!! ^^   And while slacking off, waiting for the food to digest before we drank the barley karen made.. we took more pictures~!! hahahahah.. As usual... Silly us...  And below is a pic of Josh, acting all nerdy for a Nerd's dress-up party! hahaha.. the glasses he is wearing is mine!! hahahha.... I have 2 pairs mah.. but he got a terrible headache sfter putting it on for 15mins.. hahahhaa.. silly boi...  Yupz.. And sadly, he and pete are deferring uni.. Josh is going to rottnest island to work as a surfer or something.. he will be back in a year's time.. and pete... hmmm.. he wants to figure out wat he really wants to do before returning to uni.. so meanwhile he will be workin and slacking in perth.. But he may go to melborne of NZ... depending.. This flat will sadly be too quiet.. and will miss all the nonsense and fun.. and drunkness...hahaha,... coz they always come home drunk.. and i will miss no one bugging me.. *ironic eh*... Yuzp.. so much for the week... haven done much studying.. feeling really guilty about it... And i went kendo last sat.. waoh~!! Training was so long.. and sensei make us do so many hayasuburi... and kata "posing" until i injure my left arm's muscle.. Cannot raise or carry heavy stuff... but tonight going for kendo again!! hee... Actually, i'm in a slacker mood.. dun feel like going... but I'm sure chris will pick on me even more... so i better turn up eh.. SIan.... Recently, unconsciously, sealed up tots came flowing back again.... I really miss him so much... However, I shall cease to expect much. "Expectation is the root of all heartache"-by tat confuse guy... haha... Lost.IN.Translation. Saturday, August 27, 2005 FINALLY~!!!After so many days of non-functioning computer... ITS ALIVE again!!! Toopid computer! I hate computers! Lost.IN.Translation. Tuesday, August 23, 2005 *sings* "Yummy yummy I got Love in my tummy~ with such lovely Di~m Sum!"hahhahahha.. Yupz.... its quite good u know.. the dim sum in northbridge... Satisfied.. and ate till so full and only 10 bucks... Yum yum.. Now just blogging it makes me hungry....  And after a long day's walk, its to the tea fusion house for some bubble tea.. hee....  And the xiao zha bo-s in chinatown~!! hee... Yupz.. had quite alot of fun....  DIm Sum~~~!!!!!!!! Hmmmmmmm..... Yummm.......... ^^ Kayz.. Now stop digressing and figure out wat the hell is wrong wif my com!! AHHhhh! I Hate computers!!! So SO So much...!!!!!!!! And did i mention? I HATE COMPUTERS!!! lol. Lost.IN.Translation. Saturday, August 20, 2005 Okay... Picture evidence of my rare good hair day~!! No frizz no messy curls... heee... And the Punkster.. Pete~!! hahahha.... Yesterday he accompany me till late.. hahha...  Lost.IN.Translation. Having a good hair day~!! That's why I still refuse the hit the sack... No la... The gd hair day is true.. But tat's not the reason why i'm not slping. I'm so bloddy tired. But i can't sleep. Insomnia.. As usual. Just watched a korean arts film.. On TV~!! Surprised!! Glad I could hear the language once again. But the painful memories. I'm really so silly. Feeling kinda lost. Hard to describe. Really painful and lost. I miss him so much. SAdly, he is an indecisive coward. Wondering why everytime he is so cruel to me. Yet, when ever he appears, I'm such a pathetic, obedient puppy. What have I done? I want to cut myself away. REally Lost. Lost.IN.Translation. Tuesday, August 16, 2005 Life. Ever so complicated.Emotions. SO unpredictable. HAppiness. so short-lived. Love. SO incomprehensible. Wait. Ever so long. Insomnia. So tiring. Tears. So coninuous Him. A total mystery. Lost.IN.Translation. Monday, August 15, 2005 Too many Koreans around me.Too many. I cannot take it. Lost.IN.Translation. Saturday, August 13, 2005 Had to do this ecology report where we need to find a certain species of plant in a certain area and calculate its density... SO we took a few pics of the plants we want and went to the library to compare pictures.. so we can decide depending on the amount of info available...So, our first plant was this... a spidey looking one.. which is quite nice... But.. we had no info on it...  Then we saw this cute yellow flower which can be found everywhere.. SO we hoped it can be the one.. BUT.. NO INFO!!!  Then this morning went again and came across teo very sweet looking purple flowers.. But unfortunately, we oso dunno wat species it is, so go no lead...   So.. We settled for this hideous looking plant.. which is rite abt everywhere around the school.. And we managed to find its name... SO... HAizz... Look at how tall it is!! taller than June leh~!! hahaha.... SO we spent one hour in the woods measuring.. walking in the rain... quite fun actually... except for the rain.. Prolly the rain made it more challenging...  Hahahaha... Rite.. yupz.. so I will have to spend my whole day doing the report, since its due Monday.. And tomolo, Kenny has this house-warming thingie.. Hmmm... SOunds fun.. I wanna go.. But dunno if I got time anot.. Hee.... See how.. I think I will go most probably... More pics till then!! Lost.IN.Translation. Wednesday, August 10, 2005 After so long.. I finally went for kendo~!! Hee.... finally brought myself to drag myself there... But all was good.. except got a mini scolding from chris...Well, I'm trying my best! And I want to improve badly.. hee... I love kendo~!! ^^ Only place where I can be myself, totally enjoy and be happy... ^^ I love the workout.. hee.... Yupz.. I still have a long report to type for genetics prac tomolo.. so i better stop crapping and get down to do some serious work.. Lost.IN.Translation. Tuesday, August 09, 2005 Little Superhero GirlI feel like a little girl Trying to conquer the whole wide world Everybody wants a piece of me And i just dont know where to turn I've got work piled up to my head All i want to do is jump into bed And wash away my troubles with lemonade Play hide and seek with the boy next door Take a trip to Singapore and Imagine how i'll make the world a better place All I need is a good disguise One where nobody can recognise That I'm feeling so small All i need is a small weapon I've gotta have faith Zapping monsters into outer space I'm gonna be a superhero Na-na-na-na-na-na Na-na-na-na-na-na-na Na-na-na-na-na-na Yeah If I were a little girl Trying to clean up the whole wide world I'd kick the bad boys back to school Teach them fighting's just not cool I'd give every kid a teddy bear Turn starving people into millionaires Break glass ceilings with dynamite sprinkle a little sugar and spice Turn the bullies that terrorize into pink poodles that bark, But don't bite All i need is a good disguise One where nobody can recognise That I'm feeling so small All i need is a secret weapon I've gotta have faith Zapping monsters into outer space I'm gonna be a superhero Na-na-na-na-na-na Na-na-na-na-na-na-na Na-na-na-na-na-na Yeah Little Superhero Girl Little Superhero Girl Save Me Little Superhero Girl Little Superhero Girl Save me from myself I feel like a little girl Trying to conquer the whole wide world Lost.IN.Translation.  SQ the birthday gal wif the cake i baked for her.. Choc Cheesecake...    ANd totally dressed up on her special day.. the pretty pretty SQ...  So yesterdy, we went out to Perth city for dinner in a chinese restaurant... and we took lots of pics.. hee...    Kenny N his Gf.. SO pretty hor... *thumbs Up*  Crystal N her sis who graduated from Adelaide.. so here for a short holiday...  The very nice birthday cake they bought for SQ at Kardi.. And it taste good too.. hee.. Chocolate~!!^^ >  The birthday lady liao.. 21yrs old~!!  Us all celebrating for the young lady.. hee.. seems like i'm the youngest at the table.. fortunately not mentally though~!! Hee.. ^^  SOme pics taken outside... got one ghost behind.. very extra.. hahhaha....  And got water drop into my eyes la... so sad.. dunno drop from where.. But it seems like water like to drop on me from dunno where.. It always happens!!  The Birthday girl and me.. hee...  Aiyoh.. so sad... I kena Bullied!!! And was the butt of the joke.. kena teased like crazy sia.. haiz.. like secondary school days.. hahhaha.. suddenly feel so old liao...  Haizz.. Time really flies.. And before I know it, I will be 21 too~!! An adult... but now already feel like so old.. hahha.. how to survive another few more yrs.. tired of living.. tired of life's rich, complicating emotions.... Tired of obligations... Tired of loving and waiting... Tired of missing him again n again but still no news of how things are... I feel so neglected... But I can't bring myself to hate you.. Definitely can't and won't forget though... Loads of work!! Stress!! Loads of responsibilities!! Burdened!! Nitez... As the feverish Ko tries to get some sleep... Oh!! Tok abt slp ah.. I have been having very very bad nightmares lately... hmmm..... Lost.IN.Translation. Thursday, August 04, 2005 I'm going to be sick... Haiz.. hate to be sick..Now trying my best to nip the disease at its bud... Been quite stressed recently.. so i guess that's why my immune system is failing me.. Had a long talk with Peter last nite.. talked about so many many things.. Like why of all people, we get to only know certain people and even when we get to know certain people, some can be friends, some just acquaintances... Its a complicating world... Been feeling rather down lately.. And its so difficult to comprehend... I don't really know myself well either.... Moody n depressed... dun feel like interacting.. dun even feel like doing anything.. I can't think straight, I can't even feel properly.. Where has my heart gone to? Maybe its just because I'm going to be sick?? Well, for something i know, Love is a complicated thing to be kept in the heart, one may fall ill... haha... ironic... Yah.. probably my poor shattered heart has decided to leave this world of deceit, unreliability, hurt and complexness... It has retreated to its fortress once again... Who will be able to open it again? I doubt it... How can the door open again when it knows wat awaits it is just unhappiness... The worls is so weird.. SO many many things can add up, pile till now... only now did it see... SO, it has been very strong all these while.. But, everything has its limits... And i guess this is it... Given up all hopes on him, given up all expactations of any friends, given up the dreams of my foolish happiness... it all doesn't exsist to me anymore. People are all so realistic... All materialistic... Only of certain value of usefulness will u see people hanging around.. Once of no use, u dun even see their shadow... Human relationships are built on such fragile grounds.. Then why am I here? Am I on the right planet? Perhaps like pete say:"you belong to Mars" hahaha.. SIlly boi.... I dunno what is there left for me to do. What is the reason for me to be born? I used to think I was born to be with him.. to teach him something, to bring happiness to him... Now, I feel, I was born to be punishment... by him and by everyone else I know. Why is it so hard to find a person who is true.........?? I'm so tired of living.. I dread the moment i wake up everytime.... I just want a long long peaceful sleep. Lost.IN.Translation. Tuesday, August 02, 2005 Nantoka sabishii ne....Sabishikute, kanashii~ After realisation, I can't really feel anymore, as if there is no link, no connection btwn us anymore.. unlike in the past, i can feel him... but now, its emptiness... Doko ikunka? I really like to know... what is this feeling? wat is really happening. why is my heart playing games... Saa na~!! Lost.IN.Translation. 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