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Sunday, November 27, 2005 I miss him like crazy.SO much more when everywhere I go, I have memories with him. Argh~!!!!!!!!!!! Wonder how his business is. I didn;t want to bother him... To make him feel stressed... That's why i've decided to do this. But its killing me. Lost.IN.Translation. Wednesday, November 23, 2005 I do Stupid things.Recently, I dunno what's wrong with me. I do the stupidest things. Example 1, I was showering, so wanted to shampoo my hair... But i squirt the body foam instead.. Never mind. so after i used the body foam, and want to squirt the shampoo this time, I squirt the body foam AGAIN!!!! What was I thinking man! Example 2, I need to sign onto the internet here in the hostel thru this program, so i need to type student no. and password... Okay, easy rite? I wanted to go online to search for the pathogenesis for malaria because it was not explained clearly in my notes.. And when the stupid me tried to sign in, the say PLEASE TRY AGAIN... SO i tried again.. and stii cannot... Then i realized, I typed Pathogenesis instead of my password.... Argh!! BluR!!!! Example 3, I was cooking chicken, and sitting in the hall with josi. I was thinking of baka and the online msn thingie and trying to read my notes all at the same time. And i have only JUST put the chicken in la.. But when Josi asked me what i was cooking, I jumped and said: "Oh?! why?! Is it burnt?! Oh no! I forgot i was cooking!!" Then Josi gave me this very puzzled look.. and she started laughing... Coz she only wanted to know what I was cooking coz it started to smell good.. Haha.. How can it be burnt when I just put the chicken in not too long ago... -_-''' (baka is bad for mental health) Example 4, I was studying till I nearly dropped dead, and went to sleep, then when i was tossing and turning, i felt so uncomfortable, then i remembered i forgot to take my glasses off and untie my hair... Aiyoh... Example 5, Also about going to shower... I went to the shower, forgot to bring my facial soap, so i had to go to my room to take.. then later i realized i forgot the shaver too, so had to go back and take.. so when i bathe finiah all... i realized I FORGOT MY TOWEL!!! Haiz... I'm totally losing my mind.. GOing nuts ah!!! Example 6, Everytime, everytime really, I want to charge my batteries, I hit the same bloody switch.. WHICH IS, the laptop's!! SO my laptop like shut down dunno how many bloody times without being shutdown the correct way.. Like short circuit.. SOoner or later, it will spoil sia.. Example 7, For a moment, I forgot how to spell hundred, so I went to check the dictionary and check my spelling.. it was correct, yet when i write in my notes.. I still spelled the wrong one.. It kinda even just slipped my mind.. how to spell hundreds or if it even was the right word... coz it suddenly sounnd so foreign to me... StupidKO. Conclusion, this month, I've been a super blur ass. Don't know what the hell I've been doing. But I know, Exams, Il-yun, time limitations,lack of sleep and having to pack all at one time is really really bad for my psychological health. Factor Il-yun cannot be helped since its embedded in myself.. but all at one shot. I will go CRAZY!! Maybe I already have... BoO~!!! I hate exams.. Never wanna study in my entire life again!!! Oh oh!! Then now getting warmer here in aussie.. so there is so many many many flies la!! urgh! And then rite, when u sit in the hall and look out of the glass door, the whole panel of glass doors are covered with hundreds and hundreds of flies... *EEeee* and the light bulb and ceiling is covered with flies and those large spiders... and big moths!! Yuck!!! How I loathe flying insects or watever insects thet moves.. even dead... *SHudDers* Lost.IN.Translation. Monday, November 21, 2005 *Phew* Ecology is over.. Although I have this tingling feeling I'm not gonna make it.. coz i totally din know how to do the MCQs.. *BleH*But I'm just glad its over.. Now, to cramming of Advances in Medical sc..... Only 2 days more to study for it.. Yet I have not touched it.. Coz of ecology... BoO~!! So off i am, to sleep first.. hee... Lost.IN.Translation. Sunday, November 20, 2005 Did you know that in most plants, the male matures faster and earlier than the female.This is to prevent self pollination and survival of the fittest through natural selection. Why can't humans be the same? (i mean the maturation part)... Haiz... Most of the guys my age to about 25.. Are still very childish. And I can't seem to understand their mentality. Maybe I matured early due to harsh circumstances, but they really feel like little boys to me. Maybe that's why I'm always attracted to older guys. Not saying that baka is anywhere near very mature. But he is good enough for me. Not too serious, not too childish and very funny. Like he can be serious when needs be... But life is so tough, you can always take a back seat and not be so kiddy... I'm oso not saying all guys my age to 25 are childish.. But mostly.. I know there are some execptions.. and u can't blame me.. Its scientifically proven that boys really become men around 25.. (hmmm.. whatever happened to baka..) ANiwae... I was just thinking about this when i was studying ecology on pollination systems.. haha.. TOmorrow is MY DOOMSDAY! Haiz... I'm so unprepared, everything oso dunno... Stupid gal. But aniwaes, wish me best of luck!! Lost.IN.Translation. Friday, November 11, 2005 Was watching Inside Idol when EMily will perform this song... the lyrics are so.... Hmmm...If I should stay I would only be in your way so I'll go but I know I'll think of you every step of the way And I will always love you You my darling you bitter sweet memories That is all I am taking with me so Good-bye please don't cry we both know I'm not what you you need And I will always love you I hope life treats you kind and I hope you have all you dreamed of And I wish you joy and happiness but above all of this I wish you love and I will always love you Will always love you I will always love you BAck to studying!! TOmorrow Genetics! wish me luck!! Lost.IN.Translation. Tuesday, November 08, 2005 I'm Such A Good Gal~!! *Beams* ^^I've never been more disciplined and hard-working this whole sem... Really glad that i'm kinda sticking to my study plans although abit behind.. But I am still making progress.. hee... Suddenly can't wait to play squash again. to swim again. to eat old chang kee's squid wings. to sleep in my queen size bed. to drink sake again! to eat sashimi! to go clubbing again! to go home in the wee hours. But i dun wanna hear naggings. recieve atupid sms-es. Dun wan to be reminded of so many many mnay other things. S'pore is so small.. I'm just waiting to break free. In a new place where no one knows me. Oh~!! Jing!! U shld go out wif him sat!! I mean since u oso got nothing to do.. go out shan shan xin... enjoy abit... oso good.. AS long AS u dun go N watch Harry Potter WITHOUT ME!!! lolz... Lost.IN.Translation. Sunday, November 06, 2005 *RAaaRRrrrrrrrRRR~!!!!!!!*My Brain has reached a point of Saturation Today!! And I only have been studying for 5hours lah!!!! Yesterday I can study so much longer... *RoaRs* Hummmmm........... RARRRrrrr... I very sad. I got lousy brain. Lost.IN.Translation. Tuesday, November 01, 2005 I bit my tongue today.. the excruciating pain i tell u...The tip where i bit it was numb as hell but the nerves at the side were screaming for help and i seriously thought the cut was at the side... couldn't talk proper, drink water, move my tongue................French KISS?? hahaha.. no lah.. not the last option.... but now, its much much better liao... but it seems a little swollen and tends to get in the way... and sometimes, i forget about the cut and rub my tongue against my teeth... And it screamed in pain again!! AHhahaah HUrhurhur (due to immobilization of tongue).... yupz.. and reccently, though it is spring already.. its still freezing cold!! we have like the lowest temp thruout Aus la.. other states already reacing 25 and above... perth is still 16.9degrees.. *BuRrrRRrr* Yupz... Talking abt weather... i've been feeling pretty UNDER the weather... hurhurhur....Think its seriously due to stress ah! And stress!!!!!!!! Oh.. and i watched the everybody loves raymond.. so funny la.. but the main thing was, today's episode there is this thing about the crying, how people, or maybe just women, wants to give a good cry and feels so much better after that... except she makes herself cry, while i can't control such stuff... Then, i took an afternoon nap, after waking up in the afternoon... so far, i think i've only been awake for 8rs.. wat a pig... yupz.. i think enuff of all my randomn stuff.. Got a 6000words assay to do... Oh yah!! Steph!! If u are reading, that is u do read it, i wanna wish u a happy BELATED birthday leh!!! Wanted to wish u happy birthday on the 28th de.. but u not online.. nv seem to be.. so, oso din really get to see u or speak to u.. yah... so.. here... Happy Belated Birthday to u~(x4) Best wishes! *muakz* hurhurhruhr.... Lost.IN.Translation. 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