All In A Day's Work

Sunday, January 22, 2006

Just 2 more pic taken from Junwei.. Hee... he did some editing to the pic....

This guy is junwei, he's metrosexual... Dun worry, he may be bisexual too.. hahah... He is single n maybe available too.. lolz... Just my jap class fren...

And, he is vain, so he wanted the focus to be us, thus, the blurred background... haha...

Anyway,

Work was just as sucky today.

Crazy boss scolded all the full-timeer (Me NOT included).. And thus, tonight, all of them was in a bad mood... then, he buy food to coax them... Siao ah... who cares sia..

Then one full-timer cried... For me, I won't waste my tears on things like these.. Plus recently cry too much coz of baka... My tears very precious one... lolz... WIll only flow for important ppl...

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Thursday, January 19, 2006

Photos N more Photos!!

Supposed to meet the girls to shop for CNY.. haha.. ended up in a KTV session... lolz...

We ate at the cine ramen shop.. DUN EVER TRY THE FOOD!!! It is not nice... unless u r those kind of person who don't care about taste, cheap can already...

For me, I'm very picky about the taste... Food, if i wanna eat, muz be of good quality.. I'm willing to spend money on food. But it has to be worth my money... I dun go for cheap but sub-standard kinda food..

Well, as usual, we took pics... some from karen and my camera... Moonie still owes me pictures... I doubt I'll be able to get it from her anytime soon though...

Yep.. And after CNY, we have decided to do our hair together.. Haha... I've decided to keep my hair long and dye it.. SInce I've done a mini survey and majority says long n dyed hair is more suitable... But i kinda miss my short hair... Hmmm...

ANiwae, I think i will trim and then dye plus highlight... I think its gonna cost me a fortune!! HAhah... But well, gotta do it so that i dun have to spend hair money in aus...

Exactly 1 month and i'll be blogging in aussie.. Haiz.. Time flies.. its already 2 mths lah... BoO~!!! I'm gonna graduate.... SOrry guys(nick n ken)... I'll just have to graduate earlier than u guys ORD-ing... lolz... *oOps!*

That's all... pretty sleepy now... wanna sleep liao... Miss him loads and loads.. Now "koko" have been ringing in my ears... bringing a pang of nostalgic and sad emotion... Well... Nitey Nitez~!! ZZzzzz......

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Monday, January 16, 2006

Yesterday, the 14th was my dad's birthday.. Me n my sis went for a drink.. heee... after work.. which was quite tiring...

But as usual, we took some pictures.. lousy quality coz its using handphone...

Haha... then today, woke up so early sia... to meet nick n Jw... so SLEEPY!!!! I "charmed" them into having lunch with me at HKR!! Jw enjoyed his lunch.. But poor nick.. so picky with food.. so he didn't like the feel of the cold noodles... hee..

then Jw left us for salsa classes while me n nick went to orchard hotel to look for kenny...

that blur king so cute lah.. enrol hurridly without giving a thought.. But still, there will be many opportunities for him to think about it... Yupz..

Then randen was there too la... so we went to walk walk n had dinner.. at pepper lunch.. coz they so tired of my indecisiveness... LOLZ.... yah.. so filling.. so we played with my left over food and WE made a face.. so cute rite!! ahaha....

That stupid kenny ah, not cooperative one... Tell him he too tall le...And i wanna be slightly behind him so that my face dun look so big.. but hor.. HAiz... BAD GUY!!! lolz...

And with him around.. I hear no end of teasing from nick n him lah!!! wah lau... withput him ah, nick n Jw oso nv suan me...

But overall, I'm very happy today.. had lots of fun... hee.. And got lots of hand exercise from punching nick and strangling kenny.. hahaha... lolz.. Yupz... Thanks guys~!! ^^

And Baka msn me.. i ignored him... Now, he called me... I ignored him...

I just got this feeling he is just gonna pretend nothing happened... And the problem will not be solved...

Maybe I'm just not rady to confront him again just yet... HAi...

So sleepy.. Nitez~!!!

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Sunday, January 08, 2006

Rainy rainy day.. Its been raining since last night... we have that much water to rain? It seems like the sky is crying those tears i suppressed. That they are feeling what i'm feeling.. Haha.. How is that scientifically possible?!

Well, been kinda feeling blue these days.. and i'm not in the exact tip top physical condition either.

Going back to australia soon. This time, it seems like a relieve.. Nothing holding me back anymore. Nothing to expect, nothing to look forward to. Back to my refuge. Back to where all the problem started anyway.

However far I go, I can't seem to escape from myself. However foreign the language i speak, I still cannot turn a deaf ear on that language. However i change my lifestyle, there are still bits and pieces that neveer fail to reel thoughts...

Why is it so complicated? I wish I could use my scientific knowledge to invent a pill that controls hormones produced in the body that controls emotions and love.

Maybe, just make things easier, let me get amnesia. Or better, just take my life. I want to start anew. But isn't it scary how if, everytime i meet an emotional bummer, i wanna erase my memory? Or erase it selectively.

I doubt i will have many emotional bummers since I am such a cold person.

This year's resolution should be to be more aimable. Not like my usual cold, icey princess kinda attitude.

Really, like wat fer said, I wished we were strangers again. If i could have seen the future. I wouldn't even want to be strangers AGAIN. I would want to just remain as strangers.

But there is beauty hidden within this destiny. however badly it ended, however badly it made us feel. I'm still searching.

I can't believe how a sweet person can become so cold and scary. How a person whose only wish used to be for one to smile, can make a smile such a chore. How a person can make one feel like the most beautiful person on earth, feel like the ugliest person alive. Totally losing confidence, totally being insecure, totally feeling ignorant and silly, totally losing hope and feel like nothing is achievable or possible anymore. Crushing all the sense in the word optimism. Just robbing all the hope and ideals one may have...

This world is this cruel and complicated.

I wish to live in the village, alone with tall grass and a little hut... How wishful..

Nothing seems to make sense anymore. Just like when I fell in love...

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Friday, January 06, 2006

Tonight is a starry starry night. In fact the only night I have seen so many stars in the sky in singapore.

Today took a walk down memory lane. Thought of a lot of things. But I know its useless to think so much. If my heart wants to remain this way, I will let it. I can't force it to do otherwise, if not i'll be lying to myself, like someone was.

Finally get to meet shirley, unfortunately she is leaving for Indonesia again soon... haiz...

took some pictures.. But i'm tired... I'll upload another day... Meanwhile, more pictures from last night...

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Thursday, January 05, 2006

BAck from work.. I realized i shouldn't stay out late when i'm sick.. coz now i feel even more sick.. haiz... So have to take panadol and go to sleep... hee...

So tired... But i'm improving myself in every aspect. Hope one day he can see it. ^^

Been really happy these days, hanging out with my favorite peeps like ching n sisi.. we went to JB the other day, my first time there in like more than a decade... took some pictures... not alot.. lazy to upload... some other day ba.... hee.. we went for KTV.. SO CHEAP!!!!! but coz i sick oso.. so not really good voice..

Then ching ching start sch liao... so wish her all the best lah~!!

ANd finally met up with Jolene... She ah... make me travel so much just so she can buy her motorola V3 pink... It was the last one left lah!! SHe was so anxious!!.. She is like my 4th fren with the same model phone...

And finally met Kenny n shihui.... Great talking to kenny~!!

Oh~!! And got to catch up with Yiting before she leaves for france... for attachment.. coz when i return from australia, yiting will already graduate and return to taiwan... SO, I'm happy i've met her... ^^ We have this plan to go jap then taiwan than china together and with yongmei.. hee... in 2 yrs time...

also contacted TCS and got to chat quite alot with Neo and sixian... Glad she is doing fine now.. Ah sian, anything I can help with let me know ah.. ^^

Then meet up with my 2 crazy sis.. supposed to watch movie, but ended up not going...

Was supposed to meet Zafar but i was really sick and boss also refused to let me take off even though i was already starting to feel unwell(my boss is a slave driver)... Sorry, next movie is on me okay? It seems like we can never get to meet up!!!!!!!!

Tomolo, tomolo, hehe... dim sum n durian with yong mei!!!!!! Yay!! My first durian since long long ago... hee... ^^ the last time i ate durian was with Baka....

OH~!!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHWU FEN!!!!!!!!!!!!^^ Hee..
SHe still owes me an outing! Toopid FEN!!!

Hee... Yupz.. oh... KAren N fer fer!! Meeting up session is way due!! Set a date!! Oops... I forgot.. I'm the busy person.. Okie.. I'll let u all know once my schedule is out!!!!!!!

Btw peeps, I'm returning to aussie soon!! Quick meet up!! HAven met nick yet hor... when u n kenny meet then call me along lah!!! ANd serene! Calista! Nikki!!!!!!! My goodness.. people, u all very slow leh!! QUick!!!!

Mantha, I also wanna meet u proper, like do something tog lah.. that time met up so brief only...

okie okie.. I really need to sleep now... Argh~!! Headache...

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Sunday, January 01, 2006

The last few photos of 2005...

At work was with ching. We had our last dinner of 2005 with boss also and we all gathered for language session during the break.. HAd a great time...

There wasn't alot of customers... SO it was quite boring..

After work is to visit Ajeshi tian to wish him happy new year... took some pics with sis n xiao juan to commemorate the last few moments of 2005.

First few photosof 2006...
Shihui came to meet me, then followed by kenny..

haha... so long we havent met up together. Finally we get to meet up.

But SH acting weird the whole night.. wonder is she like kenny or she thinks kenny likes her...

Well well, its not my problem, we're all good friends, and i'm just glad to be able to meet up again... and ph!! take note of kenny's face!! after only half a small cup of Makkari... lolz... HAhah.. so cute la!!

Then later we went to walk walk... HAha.. really walked man.. from orchard to city hall to clarke quay to boat quay to raffles place to finally we settle under the bridge at merlion park.. then we chatted for some time.

there was a man sleeping near us and was drooling sia.. haha.. then at4am, we wanted to go home.. but all the cabs are on call lah!! ANd the taxi uncles ah, no good one, they pick location to drive to and passengers oso...

So in the end we walked to chinatown and finally got a cab!! So stivly n hot liao by that time.. then that kenny still wanna squeeze with us at the back.. wah!! Even more warm lah!! AHhaa...

Then that SH dunno wat's wrong with her leh, everytime we go home, is send me first then is her house lah.. but that nite she insisted on gg home first.. so later.. me n kenny got a mini tour in sengkang.. coz i dunno how to go to my house from her house.. lolz!!

I think SH think too much liao.. Not everything muz be more than friendship leh! There is platonic friendship one lor......

Aniwae, its 2006, HAppy new year to all!! Hope this year will be much better.

I kick off with waking up real late and now having to go to work even though I'm having a bad cough and running nose now...

Already a not so good start of the year.. How can i believe it will be better?

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