All In A Day's Work

Friday, May 11, 2007

why isn't there a place where i can rest and kick my shoes to lay out straight?

Why can't I let my defences and guard down for once?

Why can't the human race be more decisive and not hurt each other always?

What is Love but not in love means in this complex world?

Love is not only selfish but also selfless. So how do you judge how much we loved?

Time it changes, people too, that probably you changed yourself. but human as we are, we tend to blame. the fault is others never with us.

I think many people are still clueless. probably inclusive of myself.

thus, I shall not hurt another human being by being indecisive to them.

Lost.IN.Translation.

Sunday, May 06, 2007

The Hand held as it held me,
Betrayed; This hand shall never land on mine again.

The pair of eyes looked upon as it on me,
Tainted; That vision shall not be cast onto me again.

The soothing voice that sang as was to my ears,
Distorted; that voice shall never serenade to me again.

The smile that touched as it to me,
Disfigured; that smile shall never brighten mine again.

The ears that hear all of those and mine,
Deformed; shall not entice my songs again.

The heart that once was his complete,
Destroyed; that it shall hold no one again.

The soul that once connected as his,
Disconnected; that shall never relate again.

just sudden gush of emotion. I don't know.. Haven't really been happy these days. Really hurting alot. But I shall move on. Witout him. I told him never to call me again for all he does is torture me. That I have no more energy left, in my lifetime to play his game.

Betrayal is a strong force.
Of that stronger than my love for him.
The pride and hurt it overwhelms.
The price to pay for naivity.
When then again he tries to use
A barrier formed that's hard to break.
My love shall never show again.
My thoughts are frozen back in time.
The hate that He shall still remain
In every etch my body has.
That I still miss him day and night,
Oh why the folly pride installed.
That I was nothing but a toy,
He never even put a fight.
Of what I was I wouldn't know,
For this shall all remain untold.

Lost.IN.Translation.

Wednesday, May 02, 2007

Life is never fair.

I always wonder why it always happens to me.

It scares me. How do i deal with something like that?

I don't need pity. Am I to let people know about it?

Well.... Pretty tired recently.. Haven't been able to feel really happy...

But thanks to ppl arnd me... cheered me up...

especially special credits to Regine, my "LSE" partner... The morphing one-man mutant with short chubby fingers and elastic skin that is oh-so-nice to pinch and bite... hhahaha...

She's a bundle of joy~

Lost.IN.Translation.