All In A Day's Work

Thursday, November 29, 2007

난 어떤 사람과 사랑했다라고 생각한다. 어떻게 하면 좋니까?

그의 말이 내 마음에서 미소을 나타내다.^^ 정말 기분이 좋지고 너무좋아한다! :) :) :)

그렇지만, 그가 "너와 아무것도 말하지 않아요." 라고 말했다.... 너무 스쁘다!

우리는 지금이 친구만 이다.

난 진짜 많이 생각한다!!!

Ordinary Girl-Bic Runga

I'm just an ordinary
Same old, nothing new
I can tell you ordinary
Same old, nothing things

Say something funny
Or say something smart
Say something clever
I would but you know I can't

I've got no intellectual inspiration
Wish I had some entertaining things
That I could say

I'm just an ordinary
Same old, nothing me
You know my eloquence is not quite
What it used to be

I would if I only could but you know I can't

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Thanks to TCS for the nice pics... Love the tree branches one especially. :)

Looks cold yet it is alive. Feels like me....

Thanks to him for making me laugh again.

Although he doesn't know it! ^^ He has such effects on people.

No wonder he has so many friends. Kinda envy him....

Lost.IN.Translation.

Wednesday, November 14, 2007

So proud to announce that I've gotten over XLB!!!! ^.^v

Yay~ Yay~ Yay~!!

Confirmed tonight when I saw him.

I felt nothing!

Not numb kind. But totally natural!

Not affected at all... Just feel the same I've felt the whole day today! ^^

I don't know if he saw me, coz I was behind.

But, all that matter, was, this confirmation, is a closure.

I can open a brand new chapter of my life without him totally!!!

I'm Happy. Happy. Really happy.

Too bad, TCS isn't online. I'd like to share my happy news with him!

Zaf said he is happy for me too!! ^^

Good Night! :)

Lost.IN.Translation.

Saturday, November 10, 2007

fell kida happy these days.

I think I've come in terms with him moving near and me moving on.

I think of him lesser, and each time I do, it hurt less.

I think time has finally taken the toll....

Just being busy, buried in loads of work, and only stopping occassionally, for myself.

Doing little things I like, Like baking, listening to music or watching some animes, oh! Of coz snuggling to sleep..... *beams*

I think I'm autistic.

But I love alone time.

I think I've become lazy, not going to work and all.... I just feel I deserve a break. I do....

Don't I? (:

Lost.IN.Translation.

Wednesday, November 07, 2007

A post that will go no where...

Welcome back Karen! ^^ You've been missed!

Lost.IN.Translation.

Thursday, November 01, 2007

Been in a rather peaceful mood these days.

Probably becasue I'm so busy till there is no time for me to slow down and think.

THe moment I stop, I sleep. Insufficiently, mind you.

But I feel more useful.

Back to the Gym!!!

Great, I am starting to feel all my muscles now... (coz its aching_lol)

And I got to meet up with people I have not seen in a long run like TCS and Zaf.

Went out with Zaf to watch "Stardust" on Sunday. It was a good movie, although he said it was different from the novel he read.

Overall, I quite liked it. Magical and mysterious. I wish I could glow like a star too!

And of coz, it was the companionship. Great! We spent HOURS talking. really hours. We were supposed to make our way home but we end up starting anothe train of conversation and ended up sitting in Mac to talk even more.

It was great. Laughed alot and He bitched and I bitched and he updates me and I update him. MAinly his updates, coz he'd tell me about Kendo, and like the competition and the strokes and how he got the point or how others got it off him.

I miss Kendo, and with him just narrating the competition scene, I can feel the heat, I can see it, and I recall myself doing it too. And that; Kendo, was what made me happy most of the time in Aus. SO much so much!

Too bad SKC sucks.

I really feel so tempted to go back again.

Weight of the Bogu, the warmth of the Gi and hakama, the texture of my Shinai in my palms... Suddenly tot of hayasuburi.. LOL!

When can I pick up the sword again? I miss Kata too~!! Such beautiful movements.

Just wanna stay in MUKC forever and learn from anthony, chris sensei, and kyurei.

And of coz back in TPKK. Loved those short-lived days. But SKC was a drag. so much politics, and the fact that I always felt left out. My happiness-S seems to alkways be short-lived. Why huh?

I miss Kato sensei. He always made me emphasize on Basics, but he taught me well. He bothered.

Glad to see Zaf working his way up the Kendo rank...Ni-dan. Amazing. I think if I have taken my gradings, I would have been of same grade. Or maybe even higher if I did not miss the Western australia kendo grading test.

It all just don't seem to fall in place nicely for me. Maybe its just not meant to be. I can even say I may not even be talented at all in Kendo to start with.

Sometimes I wonder where my talent lies.

But well, Back to happy stuff, TPKK is going to have a gathering on the month of my birthday!!!!

Yay~ kinda looking forward to it. Seeing all the seniors I never knew, and meeting familiar faces again. But also, being a cold person as I am, I also dread being there.

Coz there will be some people there that I would not like to see again. Then there will be, everyone knows everyone but me and if they don't talk to me, I won't approach them too. And there'll be probably nothing much for us to talk about, seeing the age gap, the work differences, and that most have drifted away from what had brought us together.

We'll see, For all I know, I may not even be able to make it for their gathering. Lol.

We'll see....

Another thing.. I think I'm slightly happy coz I get to see him. My eye candy from my restaurant... He's so sweet and polite to me.

ANd maybe also because these days, so many people are praising me! SO many people telling me I'm pretty or beautiful....

I'm not used to it. I do feel weird about it, and tend to avoid them later. But I do feel slightly happy... Not in the smug way or negative or something. It just feels good. But not to the extend of getting to my head.

Because, deep down, I know, or so I feel, I never thought I was pretty. And Zaf even rated me a below average 4/10! Lol!

I don't really care actually. Because not everything is about looks. But sometimes I feel the praises are just out of politeness or just because they're my friend kinda feeling.

I think I'm just bad at recieving compliments, since I never really had recieved much to start with.

Okay.. have to get back to burying my head in heaps of journals..... SUddenly, tissue culture doesn't seem so much a hassle anymore.... lol... Humans! *roll eyes*

Lost.IN.Translation.