All In A Day's Work

Friday, February 08, 2008

It is indeed so much easier to not care and walk away. To be able to care, takes so much more effort and courage. I am weak this way. I block out most things because I do not want to be hurt. But it is those that are hurt that gained the most of life. I have to admit, I cower behind my nonchalent front. Sometimes, I do like it that way. Vulenerability is not my cup of tea. I refuse to rely on others. I refuse to be hurt again. I refuse to be disappointed. I refuse to show people my emotons. Emotions are for the weak. And yet, Emotions strenghten people. And so it turns out; I am the weak afterall.

"Led by Insecurities
All is of a past
Lost the meaning of trust
Cynical journey commences
A destination undefined"

I wonder if we could still be friends, they way it used to be. The things you went through, I won't know, so please do not impose such responsibility on me. I am no mind-reader. I am no game player. Just tell me straight and I will response.

I don't like to guess, and will never guess again. What not said will equvilate to what not exsist. Therefore, if you don't say, even if I can feel it. I will treat it as non-existant. Because nothing is absolute. Not even myself.

Lost.IN.Translation.

Sunday, February 03, 2008

I was just thinking of the past.

How some ppl became friends I'll never forget even though the distance have become so great.

For someone, like Sky, from Poly, to be so sincerely concerned for his friend, it really touched me.

For Joshua, who always took out the time and effort to spend time with his selfish friend; me.

For Kenny, who went an extra mile to help me all the time without ever expecting anything in return.

For Karen, whom in her weird quirky way, brought such happiness to me and tolerating all my short-comings.

To be pampered is really such a good thing. And now I know why I am called "Princess" by a few peeple who knows me. Because of my dear freinds who are always protecting and ppampering me. I am blessed in that way too. (:

난 그 친구들이 있는것을 너무행복하다... (:

Lost.IN.Translation.